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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Enough is enough damn it!

You know how some people just hate to see someone else happy ?

You know how some people just want to break you and your beau apart just 'cause he has one hell of a fucking fucked up past ?

You know how some people were just borne with pea brain size and thus leading them to think narrow mindedly ?

You know how some people who are just simply quick to judge and hurt others along the way ?

You know how some people who are your current beau's exes and they started to gossip and bitch behind your back bout your beau ?

You know what I call these people ?

Typical Malayu.

And when I gave a piece of my mind they label me a bitch ?

HOW FUCKING IRONIC , no ?

I'd rather be label a bitch than being labelled typical malayu, like seriously.

Being a bitch is way better than that.

Cause , firstly, I'm not a even a malayu to even begin with.

And secondly, a bitch knows how to get the facts right smack in your face but just through vulgarities and harsh reality intact.

You tell me , oh wise people with huge ass brains , would you rather be a bitch who knows your facts or typical malayu who sits around behind the computer and judge wrongly and have a very narrow minded brain ?

I'll be the bitch , hands down man hands fucking down!

I've had enough.

Doesnt mean he has one fucked up past means he's fucked up now, no ?

Please people, open up your damn minds. People change. From good to bad, from bad to worse, from bad to good. People change.

People fucking change. I'll fetch the dictionary for you if you STILL dont get what the fuck does People Change means.

After leaving sarcastic remarks on my Facebook page and when I came back firing you people with sarcasm and vulgarities, tahu tak leh angkat ehk.

Bodoh. Ini lah orang bodoh nak mampos. Kirekan aku boleh accept ah apa kau orang cakap , gitu ? Aku pun manusia bodoh. Tak ada hati ke ? Idiots. Down right idiots!

Please think this way, why the fuck am I with him when there's ton of guys awaiting for me ?

Why in the blue world do I believe and have faith in him when there's actually some other better and well-off guy than he is ?

Why do I do that ?
Why ?
I ask you why!

I bet you people wont be able to answer it.

'Cause hey, pea size brain people cant think much, no ? They tend to get tense and flare up without facts.

Look, I do not want to fight nor do I wanna have a cyber bully thingy going on.

But all I'm asking of you people is STOP being extremely judgemental on some levels. It hurts real bad for people around you. I cant hardly breathe when I read and know bout all of these.

It really sucks big time. Take a step back and ask yourself questions.

Think.
Analyze.
Reflect
THEN you judge accordingly.

Trust me, you'l be able to see a much bigger picture after that.

I know I cant stop people from saying or bitching behind my back but please do it out of my ear/eye shots.

How would my beau feels if he knows ? ( But too bad, he already knew)

How will makes a LADY feels if she knows people are being extremely judgemental ?

Put yourself in my shoes and see from my point of view.

I'm not saying that love conquers it all. But through being able to accept who he is and to actually love him like a real person, shows us that love makes both of us see the real deal here.

I've no idea how I'm able to accept him despite the fact that I knew bout his past.

I've no idea what makes me attracted to him so strongly till today.

Mind you, I didnt want hit it off with him.
I didnt want to meet him.
I didnt want to be of anything related to him.

But like I said, things changed.
Maybe through something ''magical'' happened that pushed me to actually agree to meet him that one fine Sunday.

And I'm glad it did. 'Cause being with him shows me I've the choice to know someone even more and know what they've been through. It makes me accept one for whoever he/she is. And it helps me bit by bit to not judge someone before knowing that person.

So you see people, you just have got to see the reality in a bigger view. Everything will fall into places, Insyah Allah, Amin.

And I know, life is not always bout roses, rainbows, laughters and smiles. We do have our fair share of heart aches, fights, ditching, cold shoulders but we made it through, Alhamdulilah Syukur.

Thus, all I'm asking is to NOT react the way you guys did when you guys saw our picture. Learn from it and apply it on your daily life. Insyah Allah, life will turn for the better.

But surely, I've had enough. One more time I sense these things with FACTS, you guys will be seeing more of me.

I wont be saying sorry to anyone 'cause saying sorry to what I feel just seems like applogizing for speaking the truth.

More, soon.


My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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