Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Stop.
We both should stop doubting. Especially you.'Cause I cant see myself being with you if you keep doubting me.
Our pasts are different yet similiar. We've been through hell and back. Truckloads of shit. Heartbreaking. Tears. And whathaveyous. Let's put all the lesson learnt together and make the best out of what we already have.
It's tiring. And exhausting. And I'm worn out.
Too worn out due to all your pushing me, doubting and stuff like that.
Stop pushing me to the next guy I met.
Stop saying '' What if bad things happened?'' or
'' What if we cant make it?''
or
'' What if things dont work out?''
Stop saying all of that. Do you know how hurt I feel?
I dont want to be with someone who things negatively.
Nor do I want to be with someone who kept pushing and beliving that I WILL end up with someone else other than him.
I wanna be with someone who believe in himself. Me. And us.
Us.
Believe in us is all that matters.
I wanna be with someone who lives in the moment with me and enjoy every little bit of our time spent.
All I'm asking is to stop doubting me. And start believing that we're in this as one.
Start believing me that I am here to stay. No matter what.
I dont ask for much. All I'm asking is just these.
Like I've said, '' I dont see the point why we should hope for this relationship. And I cant go on with you if you keep saying and doing these. It may sound hurtful but I just cant live with someone like that."
Everything's too much now. We need a break.
