Monday, August 3, 2009
The night that I need.
St James Movida was extremely fun and hot. And tad too dramatic for me to handle. There was actually fight going on whilst I busy dancing my ass off. It was sucha honest mistake. They said it wasnt my fault to even begin with but I still feel bad till today.It started out with just a dance and one thing leads to another. We didnt go over the board but what we did was pure hot dancing. Grinding and stuff like that. What I didnt know, the girl was there as well. I should have known better I guess. But all of us didnt know he was with that girl till he asked for my number and his friend told him off.
Thanya filled me in after she confronted him. They were actually already having problem and that he has been wanting to break it up with her. It seems to me I'm his alibi. I dont know. He walked out of the club and I didnt see him since. What I heard was that his girl cried upon seeing us. Hell. Only Thanya knows how I'm feeling shittish now.
I told Mr A when I met him after all those enjoyment. His face changed drastically when I told him, honestly. He told me I should be more careful and that I should totally control myself. Not forgetting to have him in my mind everything I want to dance it off with someone else. And it makes me all the more sad and bad for what had happened. I was quiet through our meal and all I could do was to listen to his heart content.
Yesterday clubbing was extremely fun. It was one of the things that I want. But the after party was what I need. We head out to Sentosa. Chilling under the starless sky. Looking out to the many breath taking night views Senotsa had to offer. We did lots of talking and we have our little quality time together.
We now know where we stand. And that's what matters most. The night out with him was what I really need.
