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Friday, June 26, 2009

Michael Jackson.

Who can fathom the fact that he's dead ? I cant, really.

This is a too great a news for me. The Mum shook my body drastically just to tell me the news, I woke up immediatly and stayed in bed. I couldnt hardly moved. The song '' You're Not Alone'' comes running in my head. And slowly my mind became a playlist. '' You Rock my World'' was next. And the infamous Billie Jean. And so on.

When I finally made my way to catch the news myself. I kept going Oh my god and text Mr A and Kat. This is surreal. This is big. DO YOU KNOW WHAT WE JUST LOST ? The greatest artist of all time. There's no one that could sing like he can. Not even David Cook's version of Billie Jean.

As I play my playlist over and over again with his songs , my hair stood on it's ends. This is a feeling I can never explain. You've to be introduced his songs since you were a kid like I was. The dad loves this man a whole lot. The dad introduced me Billie Jean when I was just six years old. And my mum just told me I used to dance along with the beat. Along with the new introduction of Michael Learns to Rock and Earth Wind and Fire.

I remembered vividly that one night when the Dad came home with new CD in his hand. Michael Jackson number ONES. He present it to me and said '' Untuk Akak.'' See how big a deal MJ is in my family. It's a fucking big deal. We're his biggest family. From the Dad to me to my GrandMama. Good God!

The dad just called mum here at home. And my mum told me , the Dad's voiced dropped tremendously. I forsee mourning in the house later.

Michael, you'll always be remembered by this family. This family who has listen to your music since the Dad's generation. I'll pass this down to my childern someday. I'll treasure your every cd that the Dad and I have. I'll.... God, nothing can express what Im feeling right now.

RIP Mj, RIP. You'll always be remembered. Always by me. Always. I'll be playing your songs one whole day and I'm wearing black today.

... MJ's the man I'll remember for life.


My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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