Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Random
'' Ah ? What ?!'' I was extremely shocked when the dad suddenly brushed my hands off my knees'' Jangan sahpasdupasdjuaspdpdasdh!!'' He shouted.
'' WHAT LAH ?!'' I shouted even louder.
''EDASDdasdasdnasdnapdjsapdjsad!!!'' And he laughed out sohard that his bike shook!
I looked at his side view mirror and I saw him smiling so widely.
Yes, those conversation took place this morning when we both were on the bike goin' approximately 110km. So those weird lookin' words are actually his words to me when all of it was carried away by the wind even before I could grasp what the fuck he was sayin'. Futhermore, my ears were plucked in.
When we finally reached our destination, I asked him.
'' What were you tryin' to say siak? Akak boleh dengar Jangan pastu entah apa mepek.''
'' No! I cant see my sideview mirror 'cause you arc your hands up so high! Kalam kabut ayah.''
'' LAH!!! I THOUGHT WHAT!'' I really did say that so loudly.
''Then why ketawa ? Sampai bergoyang motor.''
''Tak ada. Kita macam budak bodoh bobal atas motor padahal satu menda pun tak leh dengar.''
Wah lau father , tak kelakar at all!
***
You know, some people are downright judgemental. They dont seems to understand that I am so worn out from school come weekends and all I want to do is just to stay in and sleep. I may be online everyday but does that means I'm constantly chatting ? No. I am not. I could be readin' some information of the Internet, or orderin' my stuff online, or readin' blogs, or simply just surfing and not even chatting!
Yes. Sometime people do chat with me but when I'm not in a good mood or damn tired I'll be pretty much low profile then usual 'cause I'll tend to stone and just do my stuff privately. It doesnt mean I do not wanna chat with you people.
SO STOP SAYING THAT I FORGET FRIENDS, OK?! DONT YOU BITCH BOUT ME BEHIND MY FUCKING BACK AND SAY I FIND MY NEW FRIENDS BETTER.
Just because I replied one line at a time or I turn down your offer to meet up, doesnt fuckin' mean I forget you as a friend or I find my new ITE friends better. Come on, I only know 'em for one fuckin' month for fuck's sake. What ? You people think I've no mind of my own and jump to the wagon and forget all my treasured friends? Ah fuck you! Just fuckin' fuck you , ok ? Fuck it. I really hate these people.
It makes me rethink again. If this how you judge me just within this short span of time when we've actually know each other for the longest time, why do you even label yourself as Najihah's friend? I thought you should know me better. And logically, you should understand that I need my fuckin' damn rest and space. Be in my fuckin' damn shoes before you fuckin' bitch bout me with my OTHER friends, ok ?
I know you read my blog, 'cause I INVITED you. Tak faham ah. How can I even forget you when you're one of the people that I invited to read my fuckin' blog. Tak suka tau. I really hate it when people suddenly judge me when I still need to adapt myself in the new environment.
You know what, for some of you who are quick to judge, this might even be your last readin' here. I dont want to tolerate anymore shit holes from judgemental people.
Then and only then you can lable me '' That bitch that forgets friend.''
But you know what ? I dont care. You're quick to judge when you dont even ask bout my well being. So I dont see why I should even bother labellin' you as a friend.
'Cause my friends, they dont judge. Even if they do, we both will talk it out and THEN we'll judge.
... suck it!
