Thursday, May 28, 2009
Dear me.
Dear Me,you know it's hard to be me. Due to lots of commitment and activities. What more with the up comin' two big projects at hand. And two CAs. NDP training and Mawa's end of June and October event. And the meeting every month with the gang with regards to our big party come year end. Being in the BL , forsees lots of camps and emcee's duties. And the organising campuses and school event.
Ah, you yearn for prolong weekends and ninteen hours of sleep. But you like this. You like this alot. It makes dear me tired and worn out but it makes dear me wants to work hard and achieve more. You know you can pull through all of this in no time. All you need is good time management.
Yeap. That's the ultimate key. You can enjoy and be streesful due to school in the same time. You can party all night long and be achieve great results in schoo. Good time management is all you need. And from now on, you'll have to work even closer with your organiser and phone. You'll keep all your work in place and you'll follow exactly what you've planned for the week.
Dear me, this is a promise that you've to keep to yourself. Plan wisely , follow and carry it out. Make sure what you plan will be balanced out with studies, projects, school's activties, BL, families, parties, friends and Prison Break. You know it's pretty impossible for a being to divide herself to all that mentioned above. You're not being idealistic ( like someone labelled you that way ) here but you know you can do what your heart and mind sets to do. All you need to do is believing and be confident in yourself and fuck the rest.
Yes you may want to give up half way or just breakdown due to the forsee stress but remember what you want to be in the future and how you want your life to be ten years down the road. Remember where you want to travel, what house you want to get, what lifestyles you want to live. Remember how your aunty diss you. Remember what those people said behind your back. Remember how much tears you've cried hearin' all those shits. Remember how those people makes your parents feel. Remember how it makes YOU feel. Just remember the delicious future life you'll have and also remember those horrible horrible past you've had. Just remember. Remember that dear me and you'll get your strength and motivation.
So dear me, dont you worry bout a thing honey. 'Cause you've got me to make you the best that the world have yet to see. So hang on for dear life, 'cause Im just bout to bring you into the wild rollercoaster ride in your life.
... remember dear me!
