Friday, April 17, 2009
School
I miss lots of people, really. First one the list will be Mr Dear Ralvin Valberg. I texted him this mornin' ( due to Hyun's question ) and he didnt reply. Which is weird, really. 'Cause Ralvin will be the person that you can count on in replyin' or callin' you back within the next few hours. I reckon he's damn busy with orientation ( or maybe with Nicki ) that doesnt allow him to reply my text. Aiya, I miss that good 'ol boy! :(School has been tirin' and eatin' the light in my soul slowly. I'm so drain out right now , I'm actually typin' these shits with half eyes closed. Nevertheless, it has been enjoyable so far, with few hot topics ( already!! ) on the lose , sarcasm been exchanged and whatsoever , it has been enjoyable. Yes, it has. Despite the sudden attack of PAC aka POA. Imagine yourself in my shoes, three long years with Design and Technology and suddenly been attacked by accountancy. It's not funny at all. I had to ask Jo and ( shit I forget this clever girl's name ) for help several times! How humilitating ah, really.
I have to adapt as soon as my nature can. If not, I forsee myself screamin' for Jo's help. But I know ( and hope, of course ) that with my bundle of notes armed with me, I'll be able to smooth sail this semester. Insyah Allah, Amin.
Anyhos! I've got my award. It was bored intially 'cause I came extremely early. When it was our turn , we were all smiles and giggling at the side of the stage. We had to run to our position 'cause we were so hype up at the back of the stage that we didnt our names been called by Ong. When I walked up that stage, God, I felt extremely good. You know, how it's feel like to be known to the entire school body that you actually worked your ass off for that subject and there you are, bowing and smilin' , with certificate and award in your hand. God, I felt absolutely good. But on the other hand, I felt uncomfortable. 'Cause from Secondary Five , I'm the only person that was dressed as an ITE student. Others were from MI and JC while other two are from NP and SP respectively. No doubt I felt abit intimated but what the hell who gives the fuck bout what others think, no ? I may be the only ITE student ( from Secondary Five ) who got an award but that doesnt entitle anyone to judge me, no ? 'Cause when former teachers and students knew why I was dressed in ITE uniform , their expression changed. Ah, I don't care. Neither should you, really.
What pisses me off on my current school and the former techers and friends , is that their respone to my L1R4. I could really predict what the fourth person's respon will be when I told them my R4. How they'll be shocked with their mouth wide open and sayin' it was a waste for me to study in ITE when I can totally land in Polytechnic. How they'll psychoed me to that I should have appealed for the course. How they'll say what a waste that was. Yes that kept sayin' what a fuckin' waste my decision was.
Ah fuck you people. It's my fuckin' choice. Stop being all edgy and starts to say how someone who has higher R4 then I do could land in RP or even in NP. Stop being all stupid by tryin' to be so bimbotic and plan my life that split seconds. Ah just fuckin' stop it bitches, really.
It really pisses me off. Dont ask my R4 people. Don't if you wanna tell straight in my face how fuckin' wasted I've been to land my ass in ITE. Just don't you think bout it. Shut your fuckin' trap and eat your balls lah damn it! Every person I met will always ALWAYS say that. Even the BL ( bridge leaders ) they had the same reaction to others who are quick to judge and say it was a fuckin' waste AFTER I told them quickly that ITE was my choice. ( I was tryin' to imply that it wasnt theirs to even begin with)
Even my R5 wasnt that bad. Ah fuck , just dont ask me. ASK if you know you wont say it was a waste or whatsoever along that line. I'll fuckin' slap that next person who said it ( cibai aku mcm faham. HAHAH ) Ok may be not slap but I'll just roll my eyes and shut up before I throw my bitch fit.
RIGHT , SO!! Kat has updated our day with Shahrul Anuar. Who ever dont believe me please refer to Kat's blog under my link. You people also another one, you think I'm that brilliant to actually photoshopped perfectly the pictures?!! I dont have photoshop or whatevershopshitfucks in my computer lah damn it! Just so you know, I extremely hate people who edit their pictures to make themselves prettier ( padahal burok macam sial ) or clear their pimples ( padahal dah sah ada scars and marks ) all my pictures taken are ORIGINAL and unedited. ( Except for some where by the pictures are too dark that I had to brigthen up the pictures , or the pictures were too bright that I had to contrast it or whatever. This effect I use some Windows live edit shitwhatever!) Why would I ever need to edit the pictures when I was actually posing for a candid post ? Ok ya'll know me , I dont take proper picture that often. And I dont have photoshop skills!! And for some, I'm someone who's popular in likin' everythin' in her life to be orginial and not fake nor edited. If someone were to edit my pictures with my permisson or someone that I'm really closed with , I'll say up to you. Why would I restrain someone from doin' what they like , no ? Ahhhh, you guys are so hard to believe me. Why would I lie, really ? What fuck do I get man ? Money ? Respect ? No right ? Then ? Believe me lahhhhhh !
It was fuckin' irritatin' when I put up my picture and him on my display picture when people started to accuse me and ended up not believin' that it was ORIGINIAL picture!! Gasak kau orang lah ehk. After this, I won't be bothered to explain lah hor. Correct or not Kat ? They question your good quality of camera and your tip top skill in photography leh.
And Kat! Thanks for askin' me along! It was sucha great affair! Front seats row and the likes. Thank youuuuuuuu! And thank you for takin' Lydia's picture and mine for that night. We girls love it. Moreeeeeeeee !
Fyi , Kat owns a photography company for Weddings and Events. So when I say that picture was took by my friend who has photography skills, believe me 'cause indirectly you're doubtin' someone who has made thousands of hundreds dollar in that line. Trust me , I dont lie.
... more soon!
