Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Guilty pleasures.
I know I just changed my phone. I know I just got those and these. But I cant control the desires to get more goody yummy stuff!
I've been begging mum to get me that speedy or at least that nice yummy tote bag. But it's not workin' at all! For the first time , I've thoughts to save up to get those. Yes those!! In mind, I already have bagszx to be shipped in say by end of the month, correct or not Bie ? Heh heh heh. Oh my god. No!! I should save up more , shouldnt I ? Save up till June and spend all of it during the Great Singapore Sale, shouldnt I ? BUT!! That bag. That keep all LV bag.
I got it from the mum, seriously. 'Cause she said, she wants to get some Coach Bag. When she already have tons of bags in her closet. Yes, she has a closet just for her bags. Kalau tak muat , she put it under her dressing table. Can imagine how MANY bags she has ?
Alrite so, I AM gettin' that bag. No matter how hard I've to beg or no matter how sick I can get to just save up for that bag. I AM gettin' that bag. Period.
Now, it's the phone issues. I'm usin' a coporate plan for Starhub. Which means I can change my phone yearly. It has become a tradition for the whole family to change phone in the same month or even same day. Like previous years, mum changed phone and all of us follow suit. So don't be shocked to see us one day carrying Singtel, M1 and Starhub shopping bags in one go. Intially this month I promise myself not to change my phone this year. 'Cause I love HTC so much! This is my first touch/Smart phone. As far as I'm concerned, beside the fact that that previous night I had to do my own hard reset, HTC has not been giving me much of a major headache. In fact, it becomes an asset!
I've organised my times and plans in my phone. I've my own folders for School, Plans and Needs. All of which are in my phone. Just a touch to it and I'm all set for the day/week. I could even check my mails on the go. I sometimes even went online when I was on the train. It keeps my life proper and organised. Suddenly the need of an organiser seems redundant. HAHAH. Yes, I do have an organiser. Despite that some people thought I'm someone who's not organised , I need an organiser where I'll plan my week.
The thing is, I've fallen for Storm. The problem is , it IS not available in Singapore. And on top of that, I've already promised myself to not change my phone this year ( unless of course something's deadly wrong with it ). Since it's not in Singapore, it makes me all the more to NOT change my phone, no? But it's gorgeoussssssssxzx !
The Newest sex in my list.
Ok may be I shouldnt get it this year. Maybe next year perhaps ? Or maybe I could get it when it's already available in Singapore. Will it ever be in Singapore? I don't want to beg my dad to help me ship this sex in. I cant bare to pay him back. Or maybe I'll just wait for new phones to be released?
OH GOD DAMN IT! Why am I so demanding and fickle? Sometimes I hate to be me. Due to this part of me. When I get them , I'll be an hour satisfied and when I surf the net or simply go out for a meet up with people, my eyes will suddenly caught on to something. When I got my bag , I thought to myself, '' Ok Najihah, that's it. You've already been satisfied. '' And I smiled but good god, when I start to surf the net , everything goes to hell.
I need to control myself. I need to! I have to! I want to! There's nothin else that can get me excited like how phones can. I'm a phone addict. Phoneholic may be. And bags to. Bagholic ? Guess so.
Typing this post just makes me depress even more. And talkin' to dad bout that phone makes him scream in angst. And that makes me more depress. I've got to stop. I'll stop after I got that bag, I promise. PROMISE!!!!
... stop!!!
