Oh my...

CS has yet to recover fully. Jonathan said that he's like a retard and is behavin' like a child ? And that he's gettin' weaker and weaker. He has gone all skinny and fragile , that was what Yao Jun said. It has been two months since. And not recoverin' at all.

I'm freakin' out and it's not even funny please. Seriously. Two months. Skinny and even more fragile. Weaker and weaker. My God. Suddenly I miss the late night conversation I'll always have with him when I had my late night lepak session with Lydia. How he gave me that cheeky look and huge grin. How he introduce his beau to me with much pride and joy. How he laughed it off when I teased him with our inside jokes. How he said just being so carefree and friendly.

One shouldnt give up hope even if the chances are .... slim , no ?

Right. Najihah don't think too much! He'll be fine. He will. Certainly will, right ?