Friday, January 9, 2009
Damn it.
Moments like this, all I need now is you.Yes you.
To make me feel happy.
To make me feel that I'm worth all the money/love/happiness.
To make me feel the feel of joy and at ease.
You used to say that you're only within my reach whenever ( or not ) I need you.
'' Just call or text k ? I ada.''
And where on blue earth does that went to now ?
What the hell did you do yesterday night when I needed you the most ?
Where the heck were you when I need you to be under my damn block ?
I don't know what's with you that makes me have you as my first thought when I knew O's results comin' out on Monday. I can't pun my finger on somthin' that is so disturbin' ! I just dont know what you did.
Yes, I've my beloved besties and GyLeRs and J and treasured family members.
But on top of all that , damn it!
Is this it ? That's bloody it ? YOU SLEPT HALF WAY THROUGH YA KNOW! What do you expect me to do or feel for this matter ? Should I treat you like how I used to ?
Damn it man. Damn. Just bloody damn it.
