Friday, November 14, 2008
Another long update.Sorry, these week I tend to update altogether at once. I don't even know why. Jannah and Bestie have been buggin' me to update. Ok , so here goes nothin' ...
I met Bestie the other day. Two days before O's ended actually. I was the honourable guest to her eyes on that night. 'Cause beside her family who was invited, it was me that the invitation calls for. She said, she wants me to be there. 'Cause she wants me to support her - in which I'll do it willin'ly. ( Despite the fact that she just gave me a very cocky nickname. What was it girl ? Naj isap isit ? Nabey lu. Hahaha ). So I made my way to the sacred destination and I saw her cryin' up there on stage. My god, she was so small with tears rollin' down her cheeks. I could see how strong she has become on that night despite the heavy down fall. That night was the baby steps to her story of success I must say. She was very well loved that night - and I hope forever. 'Cause I witnessed first hand the tears from her mum , dad , sister and even grandma. She graduted with soul full of pride. And I believe , heck , we all believe that she'll be able to make it out there. Who knows , she might be one of the few that own BMW like her boss. Heh. And i'll support you alongside your family aite ? And thank you for invitatin' me , for choosin' me to support you. I love you bestieee. :D
Behind those smiles holds many stories of love, success and faith. All the way my dear girl. All the way. I'll support you in no matter what decision or path you take, ok ?You're one hell of a strong headed woman. I know you can make it out there. I know you can be succussfull. All the way girl ! I love you ahhhhhhhhh ! Isap mahu lebihhhhhhhh ! Heh heh.
***Next up : Second meet up with the bestgirl aka Jannah aka big mouth/laughter aka blur queen aka mak nenek. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
The second round of meet up was as hyper as the first one. Or should I say much more hyper than the first one? Heh. We had our lunch at Bugis , it was lunch hour mind you. I was already hungry like a damn pig and the line was extremely long. Whatever happen to buffets at hotels ? In between munchin' , we shared couple of jokes but here's the deal, whenever we laughed the whole room went quiet. =x I dont know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Go figure. HAHAHAHAHHA. And I was the clown for that meet up I swear. Jannah laughed out so loud when I mispronounce Amore. I could have sworn she was the loudest in the stair way despite the loud clicks and clacks of heels behind us. Heh.
And oh, someone bought her ever expensive boots/heels at Haji Lane, huh ? Red leather boots/heels somemore. Don't you dare to wear it the for the next meet up ok ? You've to wait for me. Heh heh heh.
And she said , she felt as though she met me every single day and amazin'ly I felt the same way too. But believe me we're not sick of tired of each other, hor. YOU BETTER AGREE AH WOMAN! Heh heh heh. I predict many more meet ups ya! I miss you already woman. I know I'm sweet like that.
Peace out. Heh.
Ok so, despite her retardedness, I still love her with all my jantung hati. We've to see our bestfriends in their imperfections too ya. HAHAHAH.
That's the look we're gonna give to the hot instructor at Amore. HAHAHAH.
Her lips very the donald duck like. Aku maintain je wor. Hahahah.
Pretty cool huh ? Not photoshoped or whatever shoped. Tengok lah sapa ambik gambarnyer. In which I did it correctly ok woman ? Heh.
So you see, I still love her all the same. In spite of me have to keep on '' Ah girl ah , here lah girl here. '' '' Ah girl ah , follow me lah. Not there.'' Ah girl here, ah girl that. She's like my daughter instead of a bestfriend. HAHAHHA =x But still , how can one not love their bestfriend ? =)More meet up ok ah girl. Love you so muchhhieeeeeeee!
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Tommorrow will be the day! I hope everythin' works out as planned. Hmm , do we have already all planned out ? Heh heh. I can't wait to meet those asses. Pretty last mintue plan though but heck. I don't care! Heh heh heh.
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Last two nights was haywire. I could hardly breathe. I was and still am clueless on what shit I should do. I do not know if I should move on alone or follow his flow. I don't even know if I should give ourselves chances. It's so wrong when I finally said forget bout everythin'. But it looked it should be the way to me. But not to you. We're in a different channels now. There's so many things left unsaid ya know. There's so many question marks layin' around waitin' for us to pick it up. But you're not givin' me the signal to do so. We both have issues , I swear to God. I've let 'em out and it's up to you now ya know ? I don't know if I should even care bout this shit anymore. You gave me hope and when I was this close to open up you just left me on the fuckin' shelves. All I need was a fuckin' assurance. All of us need that, includin' yourself. You said it so. And now I'm like hangin' without a fuckin' thread. And all you could say was ....
