Jean baby, beside Went, you're the next hot stuff. But Went , still has my top spot.
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Nicole's work on our graduation is doin' great as we speak. I nearly cried just by lookin' at it helplessly. I couldnt believe it myself, less than a week, we're all gone. How fast time flies , really.

I found myself askin' , '' What the fuck I did throughout the months ?''

It seems surreal. Extremely fast pace year I must say. What more with the mock examinations comin' up in exactly two weeks in conjuntion with Hari Raya.

After that two weeks, life's gonna change tremendously. My enjoyment will be temporary one step down for the rest of the year. Believe it or not, I'm not really lookin' forward for the big celebration when I turn eighteen come early next year. I even doubt I'm gonna celebrate. Well, maybe I will. Couple of drinks off the bar , exchangin' of gifts and that's it.

Unless Stanely wants to carry on with the January babies big celebration at Sentosa resort. Hopefully that would boast my mood up. 'Cause I forsee myself workin' my ass off and try not to shed any tear that day. For I've actually looked forward for my second celebration and it'll not happen. But no one's to blame, really. Things happen. And I truely understand.

Yea, I do. Maybe I was fuckin' rude and angry. But that doesn't take a long time for me to calm down. But been with the gang won't be the same again I guess. Hopefully, we all rejoice and be one hell of crazy peeps. I'm sure we will. One can't stop things from happenin' , what more one bundle of good thing that is happenin' in our friends' life. No matter how sad we all are, we've to support whatever circumstances that is happenin' and will be in our friend's life. Even if things change drastically, we all have to accept the fact, musnt we Kat ?

And we'll wait , patiently. I hope.
But forgive me in advance if I be so gembeng on that day. Heh!
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... fastpace!!