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Thursday, September 18, 2008

Despite the fact that I feel the urge to cry out loud - literally. Not to mention , the desire to rewind the time. I feel like a complete ass right now. Like really fucked up asshole. I couldnt stop swearin' myself. Fuck lah Naj, really ah. Fuck it. How can I be so gundu !!?? He looked damn dissapointed lah. THE FACT THAT HE LOOKED DISSAPOINTED HAUNT ME TILL NOWWWWWWWW!! Fuck lah. Really ah. Big time siak Naj. Fuck. That was one of the golden opportunities!! Damnit. DAMN IT LAHHHHH FUCKER !
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Movin' on,
Today marks bestie's birthday. Feer, Faizul and myself had already gave her , her much anticipated make up pouch. We hope you love it ya girl!



Happy Birthday my dear girl! May all your wishes and dreams come true. Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki ya! You're one hell of a strong girl with big dreams. We both know you can make it big one day, yes ? This is the time of your life sweets. Enjoy it with much love all over the world. You're one of the bestfriends I treasure. And we both know we can hang on to each other for life. Cheers to the many years of friendship sweetheart! BFF! Happy birthday bestie , happy birthday. I love you.

Thank you for all the pain and joy.
Thank you for all the happy and hyper moments.
Thank you for all the advices and encouragment.
Thank you for these sweet strong bond between us.
Thank you for been sucha good bestie to me.
Thank you for been sucha great friend to the family as well.
Thank you for the laughters we used to have and will be havin'.
Thank you so much girl!
And thank you for toleratin' my nonsense.

Come what may, you'll always be part of GyLeRs and my Bff.

Happy Birthday my dear Bestie, Happy Birthday.
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... forgive me, will ya ?



My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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