Sunday, August 31, 2008
Less than twenty four hours now, we're goin' to experience and undergo yet another round of fastin'. This time, I really forsee myself not updatin' on a regular basis. I'm sure as hell gonna miss this void. Not to mention, missin' the ability to speak freely for this up comin' months. For I will be the extremely busy with all the demands and drillin's from the teachers. So, for the muslims , Happy Fastin'. Let's all devotee ourselves in just month to be as clean as we can be and let's do the protocol that we're asked to follow, ehk ? Come what may, people, come what may.
I won't be long, I promise. Sometimes, we , as a human , the strongest and the weakest ones, need a break from some areas in our lives to pursue our personal happiness. Sometimes, I don't wanna get a damn break, and I ended up emotionally and mentally hurt.
And sometimes, you just want to shut people out forever. You may not need to explain yourself because I believe people whom you shut them out are those who don't and simply won't understand you intially, no ? As long as you know who the ones you can really hold on to , than you'll be just fine.
I'm side trackin'. Tsk.
See, when I'm ready to open up, people chicken out. Well, what do you expect , people don't have the same brain as I do. Except , may be for Hyun , who literally knows every single goddamn thing.
Oh well, Happy Fastin' Month. May Allah s.w.t gives ya'll inner peace and strength to go through fastin'. Insyah Allah, amin.
Back to readin' ...
... later people later
