Monday, August 4, 2008
I do not see the reason why I should explain myself again. This is my goddamn blog for fuck's sake. I still could never fathom why people come by and read when they jolly well know they detest me. Funny how life works, really. I'm so on Bolds now. So that people will read and understand better. ( If that even helps ). You aint any significiant in my life ya know that do you ? But Ruzanna is. Yes I admit what Ruzanna said was well, pretty harsh to take in. But hey , we've to have an open mind, yes ? I understand perfectly well if you label anyone of us bitch. Cause well, bitch are people who has an open mind and they are pretty loud in layin' their views forward.
I've said to you Ira. I'll talk to my friends to stop critisicin' you and all. But hey, do I've the rights to stop the way their brain works ? I doubt so. I can go to a certain extend and they have to do a larger extend. I do hope you understand what I'm tryin' to imply her.
Yes, I made that promise that the cliques of mine will stop botherin' bout your life ( which they did not even start botherin' in the 1st place , but whatever ). But I can control each and everyone's mind ? I aint God that control humans cells. Trust me, I've done what I could.
But hell, I didnt see Ruzanna's attack comin'. And I sure as hell didn't know that she has my back as well. See, it's not bout been sucha busybody so as to be invovled in my life. Ruzanna see me as a friend and I see her as a friend too. Naturally, when a friend been fired by someone, the other friend will backfire and have their back, no ?
You're in a wrong too woman. You've to know when to fiddle with someone else's private life. Oh Ira, for God's sake. Ruzanna didnt EVEN talk bout you and your guy what has THAT got to do with me likin' angmohs ? Jeeez. I really do not see a link there. ( If you do see a link of me likin' angmohs and her not been faithful do tell me. Cause I clearly doesnt see the link )
There's one thing we can learn from Ruzanna here Ira. She respects me. She respect me as a friend ( not that I ask that from you ) but she respects me of someone who has a goddamn livin' that does not need to be taken care or dominated by someone else. See, we all have got to learn to respect each other.
I respect Ruzanna for been who she is. Loud and especially clever.
And she , in return respect me for who I am. Which girl, I really thank you !! =))
Respectin' is a small world with big actions ya know. I must say, I do attract all the unwanted attention.
Likin' angmoh is one.
Been extremely loud and noisy is another one.
Vulgar and verbally open is a factor as well.
Not to mention people said I've that drinker-smoker face.
I want to say I'm the typical Singaporean ladies. But I am not. I hate been a Singaporean. I hate typical Malayu/tudung people. I adore Angmoh more. I've a pretty ''wild'' life.
But how on earth can I've people who still have me in their radar ?
CAUSE THEY FUCKIN' RESPECT ME.
One word : Respect.
Small word with big actions girl.
I respect. I respect people to the extend of respectin' 'em in hatin' me. Hell ya. I do not care if you hate me or wanna kill me now expression. I respect that. I know Singapore does not have their own freedom of speech so to say. But hey , I can certainly have mine here, yes?
So Ira, this is where I pour all my thoughts, cries, random,life lesson, observation, rantin's. Every single damn thing. And what I need from you, Ira and from everyone else. Is to respect this goddamn FORSAKEN place of mine. That is all I need.
I can't make you quit comin' here can I ? I know. I'm not one of the blogs that you can put away so fast. I'm attention seeker. I know. HEHEHEHEHE.
Nor can I make you stop taggin' those tags , cant I ?
But keep this in mind Ira,
I've tried my best in makin' all my friends shut their mouth but I can't control each of their goddamn brains.
And I just need you , to respect me as a human being. For I've learn to respect you , or rather everyone, as human beings as well.
I swear, if I would have to explain this things again. I won't be calm. This is my final warnin' for anyone and everyone WHO CANT FUCKIN'LY RESPECT MINE OR OTHER'S POINT OF VIEWS, get it ?
Good.
Note : All vulgarities are not aimed to anyone.
... bedtime!
