Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Just a while ago, I was frantically searchin' for my thirteen marks question answer. When I finally found the answer in between my thick Humanities file, my mind floated to somewhere else.It has been a while since my mind wasn't focusin'. Maybe what happened just now ( Tuesday ) , really caught my attention.
She was in a bad shape. I never heard her cryin' on the phone before. I have never seen nor listen her in sucha horrible state. I really do wish I could reach out and tell her it's alrite. Now now, before your mind starts to think wildly. She is one of my close girlfriend. In fact, I've found a friend that understands what is on my mind. Simply put, she understands every inch of me. And I understands every inch of her. She poured half of her heart out tuesday mornin'. However, I know there are alot more.
And it was known to me at night. She has been through a huge major breakdown this year. After a year and a half of been around her, day in day out. I finally got to know how badly a damn break she needs. From family to her beau , none was givin' her peace. What more with her demands in school that she has to keep up with. Not to mention , someone she needs to beat in every other subjects. She is and will be under a lot of pressure.
Therefore, my dear girl, I really do hope you'll be just fine. Somethin' that doesnt kill you only makes you stronger, you know that don't you ? Get your chin up girl. This is part of the phase that you have to go through ya know. I'm sure you know just as equally as I do. You know I'm literally just a call away. I'll always be one of the friends that give you the pillar of strength, me promiseeeeeeeeeeeee!!
Block all that out girl, we've sooo many to look forward to!
Our Rome trip.
Our random Paris trip too.
Our shoppin' spree.
Our lookout for more hot dudesszszsz,
Our promise to own couple of hot deals!!
If you think that the world stops there, think again honey. You've so much more in front of youuuuuuu !! Miss my-future-besday-event-manager, I need you to pull through so that you can be my , not only birthday event manager , but my REAL personal event manager ok ? Yes, I love you too girl.
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