Tuesday, July 22, 2008
It's sucha wonder. A wonder on how people knew just from how I structured my sentences , they knew I'm facin' a huge downside now. Well, just so you know, I may appear to be carefree and totally crazy in the arsehole, but I sure as hell I am not how I appear to be. I've been lockin' myself within me then ever before. Very scary and despressing if you ask me. But nevertheless, I shall slowly retrive myself back soon enough. Not now, but I'm sure , soon.I'm holdin' on quite well I must say. I'm pretty proud of myself. For not breakin' down as easily as I used to do months ago. When I actually cried while pourin' my hearts out to both Hyun and Big Din. You know, some people turned out to be the unexpected beings.
Like Big Din. I've never expected that cool fella to care so much and to be sucha good listener. Nor did I expect him to be just a click away whenever I feel down. Not that I used him, please do keep in mind that he's still within my good friends radar. And I can count on him just bout anythin' under the sun.
Gosh. We're all so closely attached to each other now. I really can't and don't want to imagine how graduation gonna be like. I swear, I'll be extremely bad shape that day. Sheesh.
That's aside. Despite been not in the bestest state of mind, somethin' nice happened last Saturday.
It was the finals for our soccer boys. They played hard I must say. Even if I came close to the final mintues of the first half , in which Zahid and one of the fellas scored the winnin' goal, the boys, be it the losers or the winners, they played their guts out, literally. Shafiee was kicked hard on his legs and that sent him facin' flat on the field. Oh, I've to say this, Firman's soccer socks was goddamn strikin' I fucken swear. He's pretty dark skin fella, and he wore orange soccer socks. From the seat that I sat on, I could easily , with one opened eyes, spotted Firman. God, Firman you've got to kill that socks asap fella.
Our very personal soccer boys ; Street Fc.
Spot Firman yet ?
'' Not me Sir!'' Wen Jie shouted. I really didnt expect this xiao ting tong fella to play soccer ya know. He looked like a goddamn cute kid when he ran around the field to catch the balls. He has a small figure alrite. Not that tall as well. Heh.
Our finest men in action.
The still anxious moments...
... the painful torturous moments.. 
... paid off. Our boys won. 2-o. Congrats fellas!
After much jumpin' up and down , it came down to the second part of the agenda. Celebratin' our man besday ; Shafie's. We all paid for the two delicious cakes. It was small affair but with great company. Both from our classes and the soccer boys. Not to mention couple of our friends who had grad. came by.
Dorang suka tengok members sendiri kena tampar dengan cake. Tsk. Sucha happy gangs.
One of the rare moments ya'll see both of us at peace. If not, I wouldnt even sit next to this sarcastic fella.
Akinso wasnt feellin' alright I guess. We didnt talk much on that day. Hmmm. But who cares! We all did have our fair share of ffunnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
Ian and I. 
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Who's fucken signture pose is this fellas? Hyun, you know who ? HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Fucken bitches and err.. jerk ? Zahid kepohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
The three close brothers. And err, I hate Manu Fans!
He actually had cake in his nose. Which was utterly disgustin' ! He was tryin' to sniff it OUT hokay ? Tsk.
Dear Shafiee,
A very Happy Besday friend. May all your wishes and dreams come true. Do stop been sucha an arse durin' Math lesson or in any other lesson or just stop be sucha arse altogether. You can be sucha pain in the goddamn ass but you can also be the funniest clown I've ever seen. Be good and stay carefree Shafiee. You'll have a great future ahead. Happy Besday Shafiee, Happy Besday day.
Much loves,
Najhah.... give it all back to me baby
