Saturday, April 19, 2008
It has been a while, hasnt it ?***
My cpu was down. Windows was badly corrupted.
Sent it over to dad's friend.
It's done in 24 hour clock! Fast and good service huh ?
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I've started my weekly studyin' with Hyun. Bloody productive.
I've skipped two weeks of weekly swimmin'. But nothin' beats the pleasure of sinkin' knowledge.
I've seen how happy Hyun is by her baby side. And I wish you duo all the very best.
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OH! And I ( bitchy mood like Summer Heights High ) SOooooooooooo like bitchin' lah kan ? ( Hyun ah, recongnise or not that 'kan' ? HEH HEH HEH ). Everytime Hyun and myself meet up, we would always ALWAYS gossip and bitch bout people who clearly bitch and gossip bout us. How the hell we know ? Well, let just say, people talk too , don't they ?
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I love how we let our mind run wild each and everytime zul's name mention.
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Sport's meet yesterday was a blast. We ,
- lead the WHOLE WIDE school in cheer.
- emerged as champions for 70 of us
- screamed , shouted,
- hugged, kissed,
- hi-fiveed ,
-LOVE EACH OF US ALOT!
I don't know how the hell we gonna be like come .... oh, I don't even want to think nor speak bout it.
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Clearly , I'm in a hurryin' state, if you didn't notice. I've yet to pen down my memories on Akinso's splendid birthday bash. I'm in a bad state now. I can't even calm myself. I can't even speak a word. May be Hyun knows why. I was especially afraid , correction ! I AM especially afraid. It may take a week, a month for me to recover from this phobia.
No, not phobia. Just a sudden shock. I can't bring myself to say it. Even if it for my memories sake. I can never bring myself to talk bout it.
All I did when I got home was cry and cry and cry. And still cryin'.
Horrible state right now.
I need to get my path back , before I get all entangle.
All that I can say is, I am not well - mentally.
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... proper update, soon.
