Sunday, April 20, 2008
I think, I'm better then yesterday. What I went through yesterday was a torture. I didn't sleep well, I didn't rest well. My mind went extremely wild on painful thoughts. I ended up cryin' my eyes out. As a result I was all tired this mornin' and my eyes were swollen.Nad, I'll let you know in detailed soon ok my dear ? I can't possibly tell it all now. I'm still unstable as it is. But I know you get my drift after what you guessed. Thank you for literally be there for me , 2 in the mornin' , makin' sure I'm all right and not be extreme negative about yesterday mornin'. Say thanks to your teacher as well, he doesn't know how much of his words actually bring hope to me again. Thank you Nad, really. Really.
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The meanin'ful Sunday out. The day when Firman band performed and when Ralvin was cryin' half to death.
Five years and countin' people. I personally love the view.
Who say differences by birth can't be clicked ?
Firman gave that spastic-mintak-kena-sepak face!
Akin's bestest birthday celebration ever. I'm actually waitin' for Zahid's side of the picture. But because of that bangla Khairil, he has to install Zahid's memory card in his already nak mampos yang sesungguhnyer telah dipenuhi oleh virusessssssessesesesesess computer. Hence, as a result, Zahid's memory card , corrupted !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AKIN'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION PICTURES ARE VERY PRETTY AND HANDSOME YOU BANGLAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! Geram ah ! 
The faces.
The faces.
We all know how much you enjoyed. And you know how much we love you !
The changes from ohsohotnakmampos
guys
to gays.
I love the background, not the peacock!
And this mornin', Angel had her very interactive and fun Sports Day!She's a Dolphin!
Very pretty , isnt she ?
More pictures soon.***
Even if I tried soOoooooo hard to hide away my thoughts and feelin's, I simply sink in again.
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... write over and over again
