Tuesday, April 29, 2008
I just knew it. It was you who tagged my blog last Saturday. People thought it was the she, but I strongly believe it was the he. Seriously fella, do you actually think I give a damn bout the whole saga ? I grew numb yet frustrated. I was that frustrated that I didn't even talk to Firman after he mention Zul's name this mornin'. I was THAT frustrated that I roll my eyeballs to Firman. I never did that to Firman, not in the five years of friendship man.
It's gettin' on your skin don't it ? To read me typed all these stuff bout you ? Well, that is HOW frustrated I am when your fellas can't stop it with the damn rumors. I swear, if you'll not goin' to stop it, I'll burst my bubble soon enough.
It frustrate the shit outta my soul when every SINGLE day of my school days been bombard with the damn rumors. What more with the addition rival that they claimed I have. RIVAL ? Like helloooooooooooooooooooo ! Who's rivalin' to who now , huh ? Who rollin' eyes to who now huh ?
Sheesh, like seriously. I wouldn't stop bloggin' bout this till the rumor die. Cause I know you've been readin' my blog whenever your free. And as far as I'm concerned, it might even be you who left sucha rude remark on my tagboard.
Look, as far as I want to be friends with the majority of us, I couldn't ya know. Why ? Cause I just hateHATEHATEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the stares I'm gettin' from her. I may look as if I don't notice, but hell yea I do!
Look, Zul's a great fella. I'm more then happy to get back the moments when we actually laughed out sooo bloody loud durin' Malayu. I just love it how he made the whole group laughed with his jokes bout Madam Raihana dancin' and singin' to Umbrella with her tudung off. Or how he made Ian and myself laughed so hard durin' the Chinese New Year Celebrations. That was the moment man. Sheesh.
As much as I want to turn a deaf ear, I just can't alrite.
I've keep my cool for bout a month or two, but I certainly had enough.
There's always a limit to everyone tolerance and don't you push it, you listen?
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Today wasn't productive AT ALL! LIKE WHAT THE HELL! This is the first time studyin' with no sense of satisfyin'! Thanks to the , not condusive environment, long laughters till both Akin and myself couldn't breathe, hot sex talks, high sex drive, Arcade, KFCS, gossips, futuristics automobile, long laughters till we all had cramps, dirty little secrets, my little obession with inner thights, my huge obession with angmohs, Social studies, housin', agein', good governance, call me,call me, it wasnt me, Ian's obession with Rahimah on the bed, Akin's obession with bixsexual, mine obession with angmohs, long laughters till we pee, and basically all the hot topics under the umbrella and the long laughters.
I had a naughty and cranky attitude today. I cracked Akin like so many times ! I didn't know if that's an accomplishment or otherwise.
Thanks for sendin' me back home guys ! I certainly love tonight people, I believe we have a date tml ?
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I would rather keep my distance then involvin' myself in unwanted fights and create more enemies.
I know what you don't know man, seriously.
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And if it's true all this while, then I guess, I'm sorry. For I've set my heart stone for the up comin' years. I've nothin' to compromise ; and I want to stay that way. Just so you know, it was and I hope will be IS, nice to set the smile smilin' away, and set the laughters laughin' away.
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I've got to put this up. It crack my day, really.
BANGLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !! in boxers. Khairil pants was wet and he think he hot nak mampos padahal macam bangla, took his pants off and left his extremely short boxers which is also wet! So you can imagine what we laughed bout that night. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA. Cracks me up man!
Aku sayang kau orang ok ? Kita gi Sheesha and clubbin' soon. Aku promise!
Mat Cool Bangla and myself. He's really a good fella. Kau steady !
... irony doesnt occur when you're blind
