Saturday, April 26, 2008
I certainly can't wait after twenty six May ! May oh May please come by faster !Dan finally obtain his car lesennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !!!
He's only nineteen and he already can driveeeeeeeeee !! BAIK APAAaaaaaaaaaaa !!
I was so happy for him that I flooded our Msn conversation beggin' and whinin' to him. About what you may ask,
I begged,
I whinned,
and did I mention forced,
him to drive us around Singapore and Johorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!! I want to meet Aai , we should rent the car for two days or so. One day of roundin' totally not enough Dan!
Congratulations ya ! May oh may, would you please come faster!
We can go clubbin' lah gini macam, tak paya balik naik Taksi. HEH HEH !
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Just the other night I told Nad bout my plan for this blog of mine. I blog everything that I feel, I blog anythin' that comes into my mind. Be it the negative or positive points. I'll certainly blog bout it all.
Why ?
I couldnt stand my mind be extremely cramp with my everyday thoughts and randomness. Some could tolerate , but I can't. That's me I guess. And that's why I blog bout my frustrations, happy moments, lesson learnt and so much more.
What's blog for if you keep mum bout almost everythin', yes ? Well, that's how I feel and look at bloggin'.
I may appear vulnerable , I may appear stronger in some of the posts. But whatever your judgement will be, that's for you to verdict and not for me to know. For I believe that each and everyone of us is entitled to our own personal views.
I've always take notice of what my GFL's , GyLeRs and family feel towards my way of life and my attitude. For they've been through thick and thin with me. Just like this blog on how it has been my , well personal diary if you want to call it.
For I've blog bout my most devastatin' moments and my most happiest moments. It's pretty balanced out. From the lost of my last ex, to the lost of my beloved friend , to the happier moments of Akin's Birthday and to the most recent happenin' Sports day.
I told Nad, that I wouldn't close my blog no matter how extremely busy I am or how lost I am with words ( for you now can see how bad I am in my vocabulary, but at least my people understand what I tried to voice out and most importantly, I can understand perfectly well what memories were all bout ). I told Nad , that I woulnt close my blog even if I were to be married some day.
Why ?
Cause I believe, memories are not meant to be forgotten , ditto ? No matter how devastated or happy I was in that particular state, I wouldn't close it down. I love the thought of me easily click to this blog and read my past years experiences or rumblin' nonsense.
I just want to be remembered this way.
I blog for memories sake. I really do thank the advance technology and the blogger founder to actually have this space for people like me ( who honestly love bittersweet memories ) to blog about almost everythin' and anythin'.
I don't see why I should explain myself. But why typed this all out ?
For I want to be understood and I want to understand myself even better. I've got to admit , I understand myself better by writin' down. I'm so theory person loh !
I'm weird, but who isn't ?
Thanks ah Ian for backin' my ass up, even if I can handle it on my own. ( Chey ! I action only ) But really , thanks! I treat you chocolate you want ?
GO DIE LAH! Treat you but still disturb me twenty four seven! Kuku.
But I still love you lah hor Ian! *grin so wide that you can see my gum!*
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Just now was pretty productive but it was not when I head down to the nearest library to continue. IT WAS NOISY! I hate it. I hate Jurong libraries.
Thanks Lim! For makin' myself even clearer bout Vectors.
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I'm cravin' for STARBUCKSsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !! It has been weeks since I last had my Mocha and Oreo Cheesecake. Sheesh, Hyun next week I confirm plus chop go Starbucks.
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... ice mountain makes me pee !
