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Monday, March 31, 2008

Yesterday was a great sunday. If only today was not a schoolin' day, I daresay , the gang and myself , we would drag our activities all night long. Even if we were half asleep in school , even if Ralv was ordered to stay awake durin' English and even if my handwritin' was horrible for Malayu, we all love yesterday's series of unfortunate excitin' event.

Alot happened yesterday.

From the happy crazy and funny moments to the heartbreakin' , sore eyes and cryin' moments. It would take an extremely long time for me to write this piece of memories down. I guess, I would just briefly sort the day out.

Ian was especially late yesterday.Henceforth, threesome , Ralv , Akin and myself, we had our late lunch over in Bunger King. In between bites, Ralv said somethin' random. It did caught me off guard. I almost choke on my food.

Ralv : Ehk Naj, if you get married, don't forget to invite us okies ?

Right, how bloody random was that man ? Nevertheless, I will. Don't you worry bout a thing Ralvin. I sure will.

To kill time, we window shopped.
To kill time, we snapped our silly moments.

Finally, Ian came.

Fast forward!

We made our way to carpark E2 via bicycle. Upon reachin' there, Firman's band was gettin' their instruments ready. And oh yea, Akin been the shamless person around, asked for Nachos despite the fact that she's not a member of Standard Chartered. Very shamless can ? -.-''

I'm tired actually.

But whatever, we wtached Firman doin' his thing on the stage. And I must say, not that I'm his friend , Firman does have a hidden talent in him. He may be cranky and ruthless at times, but he is one heck of a contradictin' fella that one shouldn't just judge the books by it's cover.

Firman was shocked and happy to see us supportin' him. To think that he always, ALWAYS thought I would back out whenever I promised him a meet up or a plan. But not this time , this time, I keep my promise.

A friend must always support a friend in whatever situation they are in.

Just like how we supported each other to keep on cyclin' till the end of east coast.
Just like how we supported Farhana to sing her nigga-ish superb voice and she won !! ( Congrats gurl ! )
Just like how we cheered , shouted, screamed, made tons of noise whenever Farhana or Firman's band was performin'.
Just like how we supported Ralvin when he was cryin' uncontrollably yesterday night.
Just like how we supported Ralvin when he was in the dilemma as to continue what he felt right. ( And I'm sure man, what you did yesterday night for Nicki was fineeeeeeeeeeee! And that you're not fuckin' stupid or a fuckin' faggot , and you certainly didn't make things worst my friend. You're the man. )

Friends help friends. And friends are family that we choose, ditto ?

I'm tired now.

-> Firman band was rockin' and doin' their damn thing man.
-> Farhana singin' was fantastic and she was fineeeeeee.
-> The gang and myself , we cycled to Bedok Jetty, end of East coast , back to carpark E2.
-> Farhana lost her W-whateverwhatever-I fone.
->Took pictures of and with the sun.
-> Sat at the big rock for more picture takin'.
-> Cycled extremely fast to keep up with the rental timin'.
-> Almost got into a fuckin' accident at the U-turn. Which was clearly not our fault ! We gave signal light and that indian taxi driver had got that bloody cheek to drive passed us! Thank god there was sucha a term called EMERGENCY BREAK! IF NOT !!!!!!!!.
-> Nicki's dog kept on barkin'.
-> Ralv cried on the way home and we managed to calm him down.
-> Showed that bloody Akin the esplanade and Ferris wheel.
-> Set a date for Akin's Birthday outin' next week Friday ( I CANT WAIT PEOPLE! HEHEHEH )
-> Home sweet home.

Tell me, how can I NOT love yesterday ? It was invaluable.
I can't tell you how it feels like to be surrounded with people that we love. You've got to feel it for yourself to know the feelin' in me now. And I can't tell how grateful I am for been able to feel and own this happiness.

I would run miles and swim laps just to get this feelin' again , if I were to lost it.
But that wouldn't happen , for I know , we wouldnt lose it.

Each and everyday is a brand new day. I feel so much alive with all different sort of gestures and love that come in different sort of form to disgust the attention and love from my loveable people. We may be the ass in each other necks, but if that what it takes to keep our friendship bond stronger, we will do just that.

I could go on and on and on bout how lucky and how thankful I am bout everything that has been happenin' in my life. When I had my major breakup last year, I thought that was the end for me. When I lost a true friend mid last year, I thought that was too painful for me to move on. But little that I personally know, that every end is just the beginin' of a brand new life.

And I finally come to sense that whatever tears and hurtful events I faced last year, it was worthy. For I am one heck of a stronger person now and I certainly know how to treasure the people that I love.

My life could never be more beautiful. There's nothin' more could I ever EVER ask for.

I'm all good. Even if I know , life has it's personally set of roller coaster.

I'm damnnnnnn gooooooooood baby. Damn good.

... lovin' every bit of it, do you ?


My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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