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I had my Skate day last week. Despite the fact that all four of us bled half to death , it was execptionally good day !

I recieved tons of encouragement from these three people. They were my motivator for that day. They are super people that tolerated with my whinin' and stubbornnes that suddenly revealed itself on that particular day. Not to mention that my stubbornnes was espeically of a maximum level.

No doubt that I had absolute fun with these people. We continued with our rollerbladdin' despite the fact that it was rainin'. The cool chillin' weather does not hinder us to give up our bladdin' half way. We even went even wild with the chillin' weather and good company.

All the jokes we made ; laughin' out loud silly.

All the pictures we took ; capturin' the moments.

All the stories we shared ; creatin' closer bond.

Even if it was just four of us, it was sucha superb day ! And people, more outin' yea !

My very own chinese plus punjabi plus bugis plus dontknowhatelse friend ! She look so Korean with her peace sign and all. No wonder the Korean fever in her every single day.

I was actually learnin' how to balance on those blade. Thanks to Zahid , I finally get the hang of just standin' and balancin'.
The very personal motivator that both girls had. He's a good motivator alright. And the malu thing was, we both almost fell for God's sake! The mintue when I lost my balance we both grabbed each other arms. Godddddddddddd !! Embrassin' I tell you ! He held our hands throughout the first half of the bladdin' lesson. I can never be more embrassed. Sheesh. Didn't I tell you ? He's a gentleman. Zahid too !
Typical Singaporean man.
Pontianak on skates. AHAHAHHAHAHAH !!

I was gettin' the hang of it I swear when the next mintue he reached out for me, I fell. It could never be more irritatin'.
We decided to get our pictures snapped when the boys continued with their skates. Muka aku burok kan Ikyn ? Tell me bout ittttttttttttt !
Max the cute betty dog. HAHAHHAHA.
It ws sucha gloomy day that day.
I was watchin' the Step up 2 trailer. And the bloody Zahid has got to capture this man. Sheesh. When I knew he did that, I gave him this face ! Lol.
Jian Yang is a camera shy fella. And Oh beside him, was Zahid ( by now, you should know , our personal photographer, who doesnt wanna be captured on his Canon camera).
The start of all crap, this was when we all were high on skates and I was high on Coke.

I look like a small kid with tad too big head. HAHAHAH.

Finally, a decent picture of us girls.

Just when we wanted to capture the four of us, Zahid's camera died on us. Nevertheless thanks for the moment of fame hor Zahid, kau punya camera maut babe!

People, I had fun. Let's do it again and again. We shall have our graducation videos filled with us four. Thanks for the encouragment and the endless literal support to keep me standin' up right while bladdin'. Ikyn my gal, let's meet up for cyclin' this comin' Tuesday and Step up 2 after studyin' next week Thursday. Can't wait!

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There are certain things in life that I've yet to say or reveal. Some ramblin' random thoughts that hunt me every single day. That betray my principles in certain prospect. That ironically kept me goin' each day.

I'm disturbed nevertheless. The parents knew why. They've seen my tears at night. Baby Sis witnessed it too. How weak one could ever be? Time and time again, I've tried to get thoughts out of my mind, but circumstances doesn't allow me to do so. Disturbia.

And again, there are times when I just pull myself through. But at the end of the day, I was left alone and all weary from everything. Emotions may get the better of me, but I personally believe that I am in the right state of mind.

I've this urge to just let myself go in this platform. Let all my ramblin' thoughts and precise concerns flow. But I doubt I could ever do it, not now. Never, I suppose. One should always be cautions bout the readers that read and bout the critician that critics. I know myself. Time and time again, I've said that I've to be true in whatever I do. But white lies seems to be the only way out. Very much I've wanted to uphold that principle that I should let everything be known here. But how could I possible do that when people that detest me , vice verse , are actually readin' every word that I've typed.

And I guess, that's what bloggin' all bout. Been exposed to all. And there are matters that I could only reveal to certain selected friends. And that selected friends could be anyone and everyone. It may or may not be my GyLeRs , it may or may not be my school friends. I've always hinder myself to blog bout the thoughts that has been runnin' in my head.

However with that thought, bloggin' seems useless some how or rather.

Many more to come, henceforth hold on people. For live does take you for a rollercoaster ride.

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... he keep me warm