Sunday, February 17, 2008
You just can't force someone to be in love with you , can you ?You just can't change someone's heart , can you ?
And you certainly can't force someone to be in a relationship , can you ?
No you can't. It will never work that way. Cause as far as I'm concerned, love can never be forced.
Time and time again , I tried to bring the message across to you that I can't find myself in your arms.
Time and time again, I tried to bring the message across that I can't fall in love with you
No. I. Can't.
You said it's up to me to make it work. You could even said that I could fall for you, it was just that I didn't want to. Believe me when I said, I've tried to make it work. I've tried to fall for you. But I just can't.
You questioned bout how I fall for my ex. And I gave you one simple yet reasonable replied. I loved him more then just a friend. Yes, I knew you before I knew him. But the feelin' was there. I felt the chemistry between us. However, due to circumstances, we didn't make it like how we thought we could make it.
I want us to be friends that's all. Nothin' more, nothin' less.
You said you tried to hate me. Hate me for all you want. If hatin' me makes you move on , then so be it. But I will never fall for you. You are a good friend Azrin. And that's how I want us to be. I don't want to see both of us been a in difficult situation any longer. Enough is enough friend.
No, I don't pick special one by looks.
No, I don't pick the person I love by money.
If you don't and simply can't believe what I said,
go around and asked,
how devastated I was a year ago.
So please, if you think by waitin' for me for almost three years, could actually label you the most understandin' person around. Then you are wrong Azrin. You simply don't know me.
Now I know why.
You don't know me.
You don't know the real me.
The real person that lies inside needs to be known for a loooooooong consistent period of time Azrin.
I fall for my ex, cause he knows me. He understand me.
And you didn't.
You simply didn't.
I wouldn't fall ,
and I certainly wouldn't pick my special ones just by looks.
It hurt me most to be known as that way.
... hate me , for all that you are capable of is under estimate me
