Monday, November 26, 2007
I've never forget my GyLeRs okies aDeQ ? I just caught up with work. I used up my energy on my work. Yes, you may say, you're workin' and schoolin' at the same time. However, would you please look at me. I've never work before. My holidays were usually spent hangin' out, relaxin' and not wakin' up as early as seven and off to work and punched out from work ten in at night.this is one of the moments when I actually faced the workin' life. So please, look at me as a junior in all these workin' load life. I promise you, I will make time for ya'll. Just please, understand me for this moment and bear with my absence durin' the wee hours of night. Don't say I forget ya'll, cause I never did.
It's saddenin' to see people sinfully accused you of forgettin' 'em when you constantly have 'em on your mind.
Life's funny don't you think so ? But I'm lovin' it.
There are times I opened up myself to this media, while sometimes I re-read what I wrote and deleted half of it away. That moment on, I realized how untrue I was. I've tried my very best to open it all up. To let ya'll read my life stories , to learn through my silly stupid mistakes and to share what I learn from people mistakes as well. However, I come to realize, how true or good that person may be, they could be downright fake.
Questions asked, doubts not cleared and to some drastic measures , false and hurtful judgements made and passed around. Many of us tend to make judgements of our own and share it with trustworthy bunch , while some made quick judgements and spread it to the crowd like wildfire , be it unintentionally or otherwise; to each of his own I must say.
People talk don't they ? Even I do gossip and bitch when I'm with my bunch. My bunch would get back down to earth when we know we're spreadin' untruth tale bout the particular person. My bunch are trusthworthy ones, they would never leak any conversation to others; be it the gossip shit ones or truth tales. It is up to public to know what we're talkin' bout 'emselves, that's how my life, or rather our bunch works.
However, people tend to gossip shit and bitch as though this world has no thereafter. Did it gets you thinkin' , does these people who actually force or command you to stop gossipin' would be the one who bitches even more ?
Does it even occur to you that these humans who pretend not to bitch actually bitch the same tone as you do ?
Oh pardon me, let's not be too harsh shall we ?
Does it makes you think that everyone in their life has bitched once or oftenly enough ?
I bitch,
I gossip,
I label,
I sterotype.
My bunch and Nad do know how sterotype I can be.
The only thang bout my bunch and myself are that, we'll only gossip bout people that we actually know and detest. I daresay, I oftenly bitch and gossip bout someone whom I know and I eventually start to feel hatred to that fellow human. Like my extended cousin's family.
I do bitch and gossip bout it, AFTER she threw my sister out, AFTER I knew she bitches bout my mum despite the fact that she wears tudung. She even has the cheek to say that her house is my house and my house is her house. Damn! Downright irony babe.
We gossip through news that we know, we hear, we read and we see. Oftenly enough, we would be quick in judgin' the surfaces but not the content of the conversation. We would misunderstand and pass around unjustified stories bout other beings. It's hurts , it really does.
However, does it even occurs to you like it occurs to me. Who actually the one creates gossips, the gossipers 'emselves or is it us who invite gossips ?
Is it people who hate us for some reason that they find any flaws in us and create damn big hoohaa which would result into a bigger issues such as been label and been the hot gossip topic ?
OR
Is it us , who invite gossips ? Not in a particular way that is. It may be the way we dress, we walk, we talk, we laugh. It may even be the way we see life, the way we enjoy our life, the way we want our life to be. It may even be in a way on how we react in public and how we try so hard to gain the attention and love from the audience; to whoever one potrey 'emselves to.
Is it one of which or both of it collide and create the famous words around ; gossip.
If it's hatred from others that eventually we been gossip , it would be the way when people demand that the gossipers should stop judgin' those victims as the one who could only judge us is HIM.
I would like to bring across to you, are we of no share to judge ? How bout the first impressions count then ? How bout the judgements that malays made when we label the Mat and Minah reps ? How bout the judgements that we made when we chooses our frens? Everyone's been fake.
Everyone judge and everyone BEEN judged. It is how you handle the judgements makes you the wise person around. ( Jeez, that comes out without me knowin', seriusli' )
Everyone gossip and everyone BEEN gossiped. It is how you handle your mouth makes you the mature person around.
Everyone live and let live. It is how you handle your life makes you the best ones around.
Heck, I'm contradictin' myself.
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I'm not. I'm not good with words, but I've tried to bring across my point of view for tonight. Therefore, it' all comes down to the cliche phrase EVER ; no one's perfect.
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