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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Library has already sent their notice to me bout returnin' On Beauty asap. Mum began her naggin' again yesterday. She vowed not to top up my CashCard if it already run outta money. And she even asked dad to stop givin' me money to top it up. She made me promised to return the book on Sunday. Heck, I am couple of pages away from The End. I could not read it now, can I ? With exams goin' on, and my cleanin' up of shelfs and books are on hold how can I possibily read my library book ? Sheesh.

And on top of that, I have my beloved cousin Nurul's Malayu novel with me. All three of 'em I have yet to read, and my Kat's Do They Hear You When You Cry book in which, I have not even read the Content page. Alamaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkk! How you tell me ?

On the other note, my fella, Hidir faced a pretty complex complications. He was feladin' my Msn with all his thoughts and frustration. When I was just about to say sumthang to get his toe's down, he be right back because he has a lecture to attend to. Mangkuk kan kau? Aku nak ckp kau Brb. Sheesh. Anyhoo, that fella, is really desperate to be in a relationship. He has been datin' different gals lately. When when I thought he has found the suitable one, she created problem. I pity him. Really. I just hoped his side would cool down asap. It is not a way to start your Hari Raya dear fren. Just relax aite. And please ehk, tak mahu jadi macam kedi nak give up gitu je. Hihihihihihi !!

Just when I have already made plans with my Grandma to perform our solat for Hari Raya over in Assyakirin, I had my menses yesterday. Great. Just great. It is NOT fun when you have your menses the last days of Fastin' ya know! To think that I wanna do my Solat Tahajud this mornin'. Expect the unexpected, yes ? ( Does that sound familiar to you Feer ? ) Hihihihi.

And my cramps are gettin' the hell outta me. I was groanin' when I was studyin' last night. I have to chuck my notes aside and made my way to bed. I thought it would go away this mornin', but NO! It is here to stay. Sheesh. Durin' Flag Raisin' ceremony, I hold to my cramps area just to make sure it would not get any worse. But apparently, I was wrong baby. It got worse when I was doin' my Chemistry paper. I had to stop doin' halfway and attend to it. It subsided but for a minor degree. And it hurts till now. I hate it when I have my menses man. Sheesh.

... i've hired someone to clean up my shelfs, hahahakz !


My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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