Saturday, October 27, 2007
Family issues. The whole world has it. No family has prefect life. Problems are, as I got it from the cartoon Kim Possible, the misunderstandin' of opportunity. But on myside, problems are mixed up with humans been hyprocrite and backstabbers.Believe it or not people, my families and extended families do consists of these kinda people. Especially the latter one. It get on my nerves everytime mum and I talked bout it. Inculdin' tonight.
I hate it how these people thought or ASSUME that both mum and I can't read their faces or even eye movements. People are born with instincs and some of us are born with the talent to see the truth behind all those white lie. And Mum could see it. Slowly and steadly, I could see it too.
I hate it how these people DROVE my sis outta their house when my mum welcomed their sisters company into our home. My mum love families gatherin' and that how we childern of hers grew especially close with her and dad's REAL family. People actually drove my sister out with the mindset that my sister ask 'em for food or livin'. FOR GOD'S SAKE HUMAN! She does not ask you for a livin' okies?
I freakin'ly know you people are readin' my blog. So, read on to hear my rants.
And tommorrow, one of the humans are gettin' engaged. I am still havin' doubts if I should make my way there. I don't think I would go. Oh well, I can't be bothered anyways.
I hate it how these people actually talked damn shit bout my mum behind our backs with the thought that WE ( mum and I ) would never know bout it. WAKE UP lah human! This is a real world you're talkin' bout. People TALK lah okies? Don't think you're up there, doin' your good deeds, and that you can actually escape from people talkin' bout what you said bout my mum. Come on! Get real will ya ?
You people think that I'm some coward, whinin' and complainin' behind computer screens. I beg to differ, I've lay out all my rants and frustration to your sister. Yes I've. I've come clean with her. She should know how and what happened durin' our personal trip down to the Esplanade. How frustrated I was, how vulgar I went.
When damn thang happen to your mum and your sis, do you think you can sit and actually RELAX ? I for one, can not. I am very defensive to all people that I love and care. Especially to people that I'll die for.
Some said I should ignore these humans, and treat their REAL, BLOOD grandma, who is actually stayin' over at my place, with good care. I am here to say, I own my life to that grandma of yours people. She spoon-fed me, she cooked for me, she milked for me, she changed my diaper, she displine me, she taught me. She is my teacher. She really is. And that's why, I am treatin' her good.
That grandma of yours people, are stayin' for in my place, and I swear I would treat her good. I owe her my life. That's the fact. I will always love and care her like my own grandma. I lost my real grandma when I was still a kiddo. Now, I am a teen, and I do know how to care and love her rightly. And I'm tryin' my best to give her the time of her life.
I hate it when these people actually called up at my place, and asked grandma of theirs to MAKE HER OWN WAY to their place. Why ? Because they miss her. You expect an old lady to travel via cab and make her own way to your YIPPIES place? FOR GOD's SAKE!! What are you thinkin'? Can't you make your OWN WAY to my place and visit her instead ? Why must you make that poor old lady to travel via cab and go to your yippies place? That is sumthang I can't stand nor fathom. My mum smacked my head when I said that to your grandma. She demand that I, THE YIPPIE, go down to your place and visit the grandma, and not askin' your grandma to make her own way down to my place. And I went down often when she's over at your place, yes ?
I hate it when these people actually looked down at me when I said I would spent a week over in Thailand. They actually thought I could not survive in Thailand. Where it is all Kampong lifestyle, no computer, not good fast food, no proper clean toilet. Basically not the Singapore I used to live it. What do you think me for? Those singaporean kids that's too obessed with the moderation that life got to offer ? You actually think that I cannot survive with those livin' conditions over in Thailand and in Semarang as well? Think lah ehk! Not all Singaporean teens are actually like that.
My mum has tried her best to allow good family relations. She's been sincere enough to welcome your sister to sleepover at my place. Be it from one night to three night. She treat them like her own. In fact, she give them special services. Cause in MY family we believe in givin' the best service to our guests, especially to our families.
My family love family gatherin', we talked what we hate and love.
My family does not teach me to be this way, but it's the backstabbin' and hyprocrite from you people make me this way.
You are there, smilin' and talkin' and jokin' with my Angel, or sometime with me, but on the same hand, you're actually backstabbin' my family? For goodness's sake! What era are you livin' in? If you hate, say it. I hate and I've already said. I love and I've already said.
I go over to your place durin' Hari Raya because it always reminds me of the good deeds that both your mum and your grandma has showered to both me and my sister when we were still small.
Aku kenangankan jasa mak dengan nyayi kau. I especially owe my life to your grandma. And I swear, I would give her the best time of her life like how she did to my life.
Remember, this is the real world ya talkin' bout. You wanna people to talk, we will talk. We will not bitch if you've not started it.
You actually drove my sister outta of your house when your mum does not even said a thang bout my sister been there. You actually drove my sister outta of your house when my mum actually welcome your sister's company to her humble adobe. You actually asked me to bring my angel to your place when you can actually come over youself. You actually asked your grandma to make her own way down to your place when you can actually come by yourself. You did not even ask for forgiveness durin' Hari Raya towards my mum and dad. How could you? How DARE you ? Just you wait, I promise, someday somehow, thangs will get uglier.
I've said it to your sister. Just you wait. If this is what you did to my family, I'll make sure this game ya'll playin', will be checkmate on myside.
... now, this is why I hate minah tudung.
