Monday, October 22, 2007
Everyone's in a bad shape. My ladies are down with flu and fever. Grandma, Baby Sis and Angel are those ladies. I am pretty sure I am next in line, hopefully not. May be this time the bug would not get to me. I've plans with Bestgal this Friday and Firman and Co. are comin' over to my place this Saturday. It is a must for me not to skip those two days. Reason being, Firman and company have always visit my place every Hari Raya and I dare say, it would be totally different feelin's without 'em this year! AND!!! I miss my dear Jananannananana ! It has been ages since I last saw her. Even if I do not speak much of her, I do miss her. She has been by myside, day and night, for freakin' four years. We do not get sick and tired of each other don't we ? Heck, we did not even have a tiff before. Not that I want it to happen, but it's the only frenship record. In all frenship that I'm in, there will always be a problem. Be it comin' from myself or the other party.With Janananna, aDeQ and my GyLeRs, we have never had a tiff before. Alhamdulilah for that. I do not want anymore tiff between any party that I have frenship with. To those I have a tiff before, may be it would make us stronger. Or may be, it open our eyes to choose wise who we wanna share our secret with or to even spend our quality time together. That for you to decide fellas.
I've received all sorts of news from different sources each and everyday. Each with their own drastic news. Larlin lost her man. Not exactly her love nor her father. She lost a man whom she has, all her life, treated him just like her own father. He who had taken care of her ever since she was young. She lost him, completely without a grip. She lost him, forever. Allah loves him more then we do, yes ? She could not call me due to her weak tone. All she did was texted me on the other night. Appologisin' that she could not visit my house for this year Raya. She too has stop visitin' in respect of her late God-Father. However, I know her too well, she has stop visitin' due to the fact that she has no mood to. Without the man, she has lost all sense of celebratin' Raya any further.
She is a strong gal. I know she is. She has been through all sort of downside of life. From break ups to family problem. She has been through 'em all. Death is sumthang she has to face now. Seperation from the man that she has loved dearly is what she is goin' through. I know she's tough from all the problems in life. I know, nothin' could never compare with the sadness that one could ever feel in this kinda situation; death. I myself been through that period of time. I know how it feels like. May be to some, you have. Again to some, you have not. I would not say lucky for the latter one. There's nothin' lucky bout it. That's how life works. You born, you learn, you love, you work, you enjoy and you're back to basic. Each and everyone of us will go through that period. You will witness death and you will be the dead one as well.
Yours truely has been through that. I am not a strong lady like how larlin of mine is. I ain't tough to face all those momenst. I remembered goin' to school with tears in my eyes. I remembered how heavy my sighed was when I sat next to her. I found myself cryin' when I retold the tale. Not that I want to, people have been askin'. Why I looked pale ? Why I've been keepin' quiet ? From some, '' How's your holiday like babe ?'' How could I ever find the courage to inform 'em the drastic lost I face? I teared in class. Some of 'em read through my blog, while others heard it from different people mouth. I felt completely empty. Oh God...
And now, larlin has to face that moment. I've told her to be strong lady that she is. And put up a strong front. I do not wanna see her that way. And to my dear Shak, if you ever read my blog by any chance at all. You jolly well know how to reach me. You know the route to my home. You know the number to both my crib and mobile. I am always there for you. Like old times. We do talked till the wee hours of the night. From eleven to five in the mornin'. We'd talked bout happy times to sad times. From my life to yours. From school to private. And I am always there to listen your cries and recite with you the prayers. I am always here for you babe. A.l.w.a.y.s.
My bestie, as some of you may know who she is, experience the an accident whilst on the bike with her love. The accident involvin' two of her love's fren. She witnessed everythang that happened. She was traumatized. She indeed was. My dear babe, you know you can pull through this traumatizin' state. You know you can. Just pull through my dear. I am just here. You know that. You can count on me anytime of the day and anywhere ya at. Remember how you used to cried over in Esplanade in front of me and I was there to stand by you ? Remember the time when you cried in between tears on the fone bout Naz ? Hence, I trust you know how to reach me. I am all here babe. A.l.w.a.y.s.
With those two babes of mine pull through the stages in life. Be it small or big, tough or not tough. Ya'll are in my prayers. Yes you are. Put up a strong front ladies. Walk these path with ya'll head held high. Cause at the end of the day, you ladies will be even more stronger the yesterday.
That's aside. I miss tons of people cha know! I missessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss-
Din; like forever missin' this fella.
GyLeRs; it has been a MONTH not seein' you people! COME ON! Keep up with our forenight date my loves !
Nad; movie outin' again? Heh!
Samdol; dekni dah tak nak bobal dengan aku pat Msn leh ! CHET. And it has been a year of not seein' this fella.
Hidir; OH YA. Just so you know, this fella here once said that he missed me but don't know why. And I also miss this fella lah ! He's been busy with Een and school. It has been long since I've a proper chat with him; from the openin' msg of 'DOOOOOOOKKK!' to the end of msg ' Take care dok'.
Baybeeeeeee, Eedah and Bebehhhhh; These SUPER ULTRA busy women. Heck they're the busiet women I've ever know. Like seriusli. The four of us used to hit town like often. But not anymore. We've found frens here and there. And we pratically off to our seperate ways. Which to me, is very downhearted and NOT heartwarmin' AT ALL. Tsk. Please hor, before 2008 kicks in, better MEET me ah! Or else..
Mizan; it has been a YEAR since I last saw this fella. I simply miss hangin' my days with him. It is one of those fellas that could make me laugh like some pontianak on the loose. You should be there beside me whenever I am on the fone with him. He do know how to crack inside jokes !
Tracccccccy and Ain; They're havin' O's. Hence, valid reason to held my desire to meet up. Ladies, we shall fix a date respectively ya!
And the list goes onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.Now I feel like bottlin' 'em all up in one house so that I could meet 'em all in one go !
... randomly selected 3 !
