Sunday, September 23, 2007
Sometime my mind just drifted off to one guy that I hold on. Till to date. Memories are irreplaceable , yes ? However, memories could never do any mercy on me as well. I longed for his presence whenever I'm out with my frens. You know who you are, cause you yourself knows it. How could a 4 years frenship slip off under our nose ? Those every other weekend we hang our ass around esplanade or Starbucks would be our hot spot. Those laughters under the stars, those walks around clake quay, those freshly made jokes, those picture takin', those long long hours of meet ups. Ahhh, memories does no mercy on me.
Hari Raya is comin'. However, this year raya would be different. No more rental of buses, no more us runnin' around in the 48 seater bus. No more late night visits to my house. No more singin' in the bus. No more organisin' side by side with you. No more pushin' you to handle the finance. No more of me comin' to you and ask '' Berapa rumah lagi ?'' or '' Duit cukup tak ?''. No more of us plannin' and puttin' house slot every other hour. No more of you rushin' all of us to move to the next house due to the shortage of time. No more all of that. You happy bout it , yes ? I am pretty much disappointed and sad bout it all my fren.
This year Hari Raya is somethang I do not look forward too. Two years of celebratin' it with you and the gang just left hangin'. By this time of fastin', we would have start plannin' bout it all. You would start callin' for Bus rental. And I would start askin' for confirmation of names. Do you remember all that ? Do you ?
Believe me, it would be all different now. No more all of those stressful moments. No more of you askin' me to relax. I just miss all of that. If I could turn back the time. I would. Trust me when I said I miss you and the gang. But I miss you even more. Cause from you, I understand what it means by sacrifices, be patient, and stay clam everytime setbacks come to turn my world around. Cause from you, I understand what it means by frenship. I could never ask for me Din. Never. You are all I need to keep me goin'.
The first meet up in Bugis.
The first fight we went through.
The first picture we both took.
The first breakfastin' at Lau pa sat.
The first Hari Raya outin' over in Eunos.
The first Neoprint.
The first organinsin' trip.
The first meetin'.
You were my Patner in Crime.
You were my mentor in organinsin'.
You were my fren till the wee hours of night.
You were there when I need a brother.
You were my fren.
My brother.
My abang.
Where did it all go to Din ? What happened, to us ?
Frens come and go, yes ? But I do not want us to go from each other lives Din. I told you didn't I that I dreamt of you walkin' away when I tried to start a conversation. My mum asked bout you ya know. Cause she finds that I went quiet for a year bout you. If not, I would be askin' for her permission to meet up with you. And she would be callin' you up to ask where I am or she would ask if I'm with you. Din, all of my life, you were a good fren. Yes, you were. Kau tak rindu ke Din? Both aDeQ and me, we both miss you soo soo much. The very last time I met you was over in Arwah's Cribs. That too you did not even talk much. I miss you soo much fren.
But on the other hand, what am I to do if you do not wish to carry on this frenship. It takes a while to know you, it takes months to tied us up, it takes years to believe in this frenship, but believe me, it takes a lifetime to forget a fren like you Din.
I may have my GyLeRs within my reach. But nothin' in this world could trade the moments we both had years back. May be, you were once part of my life. You were once a fren of mine. May be our path crossed just for that four years. But heck, four years is no short time...
The chocker around his neck was once mine. The chocker on my hand now was bought with his money. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, memories
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