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Saturday, September 22, 2007

I have been very beat. Due to the fact that I did not wake up for my sahur for these couple of days and carried on fastin' despite the bad headache and weak phsyical strength result in a very tirin' week.

It has been a hectic week. I realize I've been sayin' that for every week that comes to an end. Heck, everyday of my weekdays are hectic. What more with me doin' my job as a Islam believer. I just have to carry on with life normally and do not dwell to my weakness. I believe that's the only way for me to carry on.

I met up with Feer and Faizul today. Those guys just could never get any funnier. I enjoyed my day with 'em. Especially with Feer been the joker. As always, he was the one that arrived late. In the midst of waitin' for Feer, I caught up with Qistina. She has a stall over in Woodlands and Geylang Bazaar for this month of fastin'. The stall belongs to her love's cousin. She was there to help out. She approached me with a huge smill across her face. We hugged for a long moment and caught up with each other's life.

We talked bout Arwah ShahrunNizam. We both miss him. I almost broke down when she said she still has Arwah SharunNizam Ceritifcate of Death. I hugged myself to keep myself from breakin' down. And when she saw my expression changed, she immediatly changed the topic. We talked bout almost everythang under the sun.

Minutes later, Feer came. And off we went to get aDeQ's present. We searched high and low for the prefect gift. We even thought of buyin' her T-Shirt. The guys leave the decision makin' in my hands actually. They just walked around without makin' any decision. Kirekan najj lah ni yang kena pecah paler nak pk kan ? Sheesh. Faizul was specially quiet. As he did not fancy this aspect of buyin' gift. He said that it's the girls job. Sheeesh. Thanks ah ehk. Finally, Feer sugguested somethang and the two of us agreed to it.

Off we go and grabbed couple of gifts for aDeQ. I saw Reggae jacket lah okies !! With Bob Marley picture printed prefectly on the left chest area. It cost thirty bucks. I could have bought it there man. However, I did some quick thinkin'. If I were to buy it, when and whre would I use it? Singapore is not cold nor does it require humans to wear jacket in any normal day. So I put back to the shelf and walked away with a heavy heart. Oh well, I already have couple of BobMarley's Tee in my collection.

Without mine knowin', Faizul called aKiO up. Sayin' that we were all there and asked if he would wanna meet us up for awhile. And he did. The shockin' thang was, we both wore white Tee. It shocked the hell outta me when I first saw him. He is still the same old Mr X I knew. He looked weak and tired though. May be due to the fact that he's jampacked with assignment. It was such a heartwarmin' meet up. Months of not contactin' , finally, we met. Oh well.

We did couple of roamin' over in Woodlands Bazaar. Mintues later, we made our way home. While Feer off to take care of his stall. In the train, Faizul went over to talk to his mates while I sat alone listenin' to my songs blastin' to it's maximum.

aDeQ, we did not picit you for a reason one hor ! Friday then you will know why. Jangan majok pls. Heh.

I miss my GyLeRs so much.
I miss my students as well.

28th/09 : GyLeRs date
29/09: Darul Ma'wa Iftar date

... great overwhelmin' joy


My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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