Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Suddenly I miss Bryan who love to tease me whenever I do my work. I miss Bryan who is a born genius in English. I miss Bryan who was a boy that I turly amazed and adore whenever he cracked jokes. And yes, I miss Bryan whole-heartedly.Suddenly I miss Benjamin who demand me to try workin' my Maths' sum correctly. I miss Benjamin who would lend me a shoulder to sleep on during ferry trip when we got back to Singapore from St John Island. I miss Benjamin who would pratically look down to me whenever he talked. I miss the tall and muscular Benjamin that have tolerated my nonsense for two solid years. Ahhh, yes, I miss my buddy Benjamin.
Suddenly I miss Ying Ying aka Reiko who loves to sleep in class peacefully but could never excel in that. I miss Reiko who drew me. I miss Reiko when she taught us dance steps that enable us to obtain Second place. I miss Reiko's even smaller eyes when she broke into rumble of laughter. Ahhh, I miss Reiko my gal.
Four years of my life and still countin', I very much dearly misses these people. They have been a part of me. A huge part. Bryan and Benjamin have been my classmate for two solid years. However, we parted due to certain cicumstances that I, myself could not avoid. It still freshes in my mind how both Bryan and I have stood up for each other durin' lesson. When it was his mistake, I cover it up for him. When it was mine mistake, he would go all means to cover it up too. It still alive in me. Those memories.
Both Benjamin and Bryan were seated beside and in front of me respectively for two years. It was such an enjoyable years for me. I am like the small gal been bullied and adviced by her two big braders. Benjamin for instance, has been forcin' me to keep on doin' my Maths' work and stop talkin'. There were times when I protested and we ended up not talkin' nor look at each other. We were like husband and wife in the makin'. We would be caught shoutin' and he would be spoutin' vulgarties to me, and I would be found slappin' his big huge hands and arms till it turned red. After all that happened, we would sit down together, and laughed all bout it. Memories, sweet, sweet memories.
Reiko is now in YMCA doin' Make up and Hairstylin' Course. She wishes to open up her own shop I guess. I do catch her up sum time. She has grown soooooooo much. She is now a very pretty lady that carries herself very well. With the course that she picked up in YMCA, she really do know how to present her well in any event. Now now now, who says I forget bout my Reiko ? Heh.
Both Benjamin and Bryan, well sad to say, I have lose all contacts with 'em. I heard Bryan is workin' while Benjamin quit Rugby due to his injured knee. And boy was Benjamin a good Rugby player and captain or whatt ! He suffered a sever injuries on his knee. Thus, that landed him in the hospital for two solid weeks and was given MC for couple of weeks. I was soo lonley back then. I paid him a visit and he was grinin' from ear to ear. He was downhearted though. He has to quit Rugby due to the fact that his mum does not allow him to continue as she was very much afraid if he would face another injury. He was sad and did not speak to me when he got back to school. And he was been all stubborn and he got transfer out from school. Why ? Cause his dear mum want him to stay far away from Rugby. I got to say, I miss him playin' on the fields. Heck, I miss everythang bout Benjamin. He is my long lost buddy !!
These people have painted a colourful rainbow over my life. Those laughters, jokes, advices, skills, arguments, shoutin', misunderstandin', team spirit, just could never escape from my tiny heart. Those memories are longed to be repeated again. I longed to meet 'em , I longed to talk to 'em. However, circumstances stood along our way, and thus, we were parted durin' our journey in life. It has been two years since I last saw the guys and it has been a year since I seriusly have a talk with Reiko. Be it small or big, long or short periods, sweet or sour experiences, they have been part of my life. Classmate could never be parted due to the fact that we spent most of our times together. 5 out of the 7 days was spent with 'em. Tell me, how could I not miss 'em ? If only I could meet 'em again, I sure would love too. I dearly hope my path would cross with 'em and stay that way. Cause without 'em , specially Benjamin, I am nothin'.
Now, that's how big frenship means to me. However, I still do not understand how certain people took me for granted and just thought I am just some human beings with no feelings and rights. Some people just do not wanna neogiate for the better. They just want it their way. If things does not flow as they wish too, they would spark fire and demand again and again that you follow 'em. Now now now, what does these people think they are? Some God or Godness ? So people, if ya'll think ya'll ought to change the way ya'll think and react to certain situations, do change , before your close fren walked away. Do take time to listen to your fren's prespective, cause life does not revolve around you only. Come on, pratice some fairness before I really blow my top off, hokays ?
... study time !
