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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

I find it disheartenin' when I saw one of my kakis not studyin' nor readin' sum worth notes. We really need to buck the ass up lah kakis, we really have too. After prelims all we have to do is to study and never side track. We must not due to the fact that we are all skippin' N level and if we ever did badly for O's ( Touch all the woods in my house ) the only damned certificate that we have will be , PSLE. See, how drastic the Ministry of Education can be. Oh boooooy.

I have not been runnin' for weeks now, and thanks to all the food intake and all the damned junk food, I felt heavier by day. Really sucks ball when there's prelims or any exams. I miss Rev-Up for the first time. I miss runnin' and I miss been all drenched with my own sweat and I miss the heat and cool down after intense exercisin'. I miss the stairs in the schools, I miss the wet roadside over in Cooperation Primary Schools. I miss the breezee that played with my hair when I run, I miss the sensation of runnin' and burnin' all the fats in my body. I miss been tired and knacker from trainin'. Simply put, I miss exercisin'. I really do. Two years of no intense and fix exercisin' and trainin' really make me groow damned fat. I miss netball. I really do. Even the fact that I am down to netball trainin' every sunday, I miss it soo much. Thanks to prelims I have to haitus durin' trainin'. Tournament will be on 19th August. Heck, I reallly have to do sumthang before I could no longer run nor do good passes. Jeez.

Been 55kg was a luxury I tell you. Now, I gain couple of weight and I out of breathe like a mad dog chasin' sum criminal in the field. I really miss the times when I could fit in my Denim Skirt and cute pretty tops. Alamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Aku betul nak kena lari lah se. ChOmbieeeeeee, drag me down to trainin', HOKAYS ? I trust you in this.

I miss netball,
I miss swimmin',
I miss rock climbin',
I miss kayakin',
I miss joggin',
I miss tournaments,
I miss badminton,
I miss the Gym,
I miss swimmin' laps,
I miss sprintin',
I miss tennis,
I miss Captain's Ball,
GOD ! I miss outdoor activities. Any followers ? Tracy dear, let's hit the Gym and do sum Tennis shall we ?

Baybeats is around the corner, and Akinso could not stop thinkin' bout it. Even durin' papers I could steal glances and caught Akinso starin' in the thin air. And by the time paper finish, she would tell us all bout what she's been thinkin' durin' papers. Baybeats again and again. She said, she could never stop thinkin' bout, what to wear ? Should she mosh ? Who to go with ? Should she go 3 days of it ? Should she go on Sunday even though she knows that Monday there's still paper ? That cutie of mine was frantically excited lah se. She grabbed and shake Ralvin and exclaimed loudly that she would go for Baybeats. And when she finally come to realize that tml will be Thursday, she exclaimed..

Akinso: HUH?! Tml is Thursday already ? So Fast ? BAYBEEEEEEEEEETS! I'm GOIN' !!! *jumps up and down will holdin' tightly to Ralvin's arm*

I know, I know, tell me about it Akinso. *roll eyes* I very much wanted to join. Hmmmmm. I have yet to receieve news from cousin regardin' this Saturday. You see, cousin wants her love to teach her pool, for no particular reason. And when her love grabbed hold off my Msn addy, he asked me if I would wanna go together with 'em. That plan has been on hold for quite sum time now. And since I am havin' my Prelims and too stress and weary from it all, I suggested this Saturday. Both cousin and in law agreed to it, however, I have yet to get a firm confirmation from that duo. Alahhh, you know, people busy in NAFA and busy with dates and what's not, I, for one, who's single, has to give those lovebirds time for their own. Due to the fact that in law said cousin has beeen busy ever since school commences. Heh. COUSIN! Pity in law lah ! He everday complain to me you know. Chet, you no time for him isit ? AND ! EHK , shoppin' bila lah se ? Confirm with me asap hokays ? I wanna gossip with youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu real soon.

... random lah se ,
... sumtime in life, you just have to tell your kakis off and stop been a problematic kiddo
........... there's sumthang botherin' me, i will spout it all out soon enuff


My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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