Friday, August 3, 2007
I create and choose to be the way I are. People do change just like how I changed my blogskin. When they knew how bored and tired they are , they would settle down and just marvel with thangs that comes daily in life, while others, they intend to be much more adventours and explore the world with their upmost piorities and open mindedness. Some, chooses to pick the wrong side of the road and go against the current, while others, chooses to pick the right side and go with the flow. I am no one to judge anyone's pick, however, I will be there at the start of the junction and give you words of encouragment and handful of advice before you start your journey. And if along the way, you tend to look around for any soul, be it for help or for laughter, I would be just around the corner and waitin'. However, keep in mind that, life is all bout you and you alone. Keep in mind that, whatever choices you make, whatever path you take, it is you who shape your life, and thus, make the best out of every opportunity cause life is an opportunity itself.I still remember J.L's words, even if I do not speak a hell about him, he is and still a fren that I looked around for laughter and sumone to argue with. Despite the fact of me not wantin' to give in, and he been egoistic, he is still the one that I could relate my life too. He used to say ,'' life is your choice, choose the path that you wanna take , even if you mixed around with drug addict or strip club dancer , it is your choice , follow 'em or be just the way you are. Take in the good stuffs and learn from the bad stuffs. Cause experiences and choices comes along just well babe. '' As much as I wanna argue, it took me a mintue to digest that in, and could not stop agreein' to what he said. May be , you readers can relate to that.
Never blame God, for HE is the ONE who know us best. I stumbled upon blogs that stated , " Blame God '' .. '' God is to blame''. The dautin' part is, they are Muslimah to begin with. Ya allah. Only HE know how deep my heart drop. Even I do not complete my 5 Solats in a day, what more a week , or a YEAR. I could count with my fingers how many times I pray for a year. Never did I thought to blame HIM. I don't know, may be the way I was brought up and been pamper the correct way, really help. My parents imbued me with lots and tons of opportunity to complete my religious classes and Solats despite the fact that I would cover my ears with my headphones. However, the lesson taught and learned along my life, I just could not find myself blamin' HIM. Cause I know and I believe , that everythang happened for a reason. Heck, we all live for a reason. That will be , To test and judge us at the end of the human race. I know and I believe that Satans and HE are there. Somewhere there. I would love to leave a tag at their blog and holla down their neck bout what they just wrote/post/belief. However, I see myself in no position to do so. Oh well, humans. What are they good at ? Pointin' fingers and accused the other party, bitch or jangan nak mcm faham lah fomfuan and what's not. Ikyn , I really do hope you relate to what I just mention. I am in no intention to insult you or what's not , but here , as a fren just remindin' you that life , is not all bout complanin' and blamin'. And I am not Alim or pious or warak lah okies ? Just passin' sum reminders.
Oh .. drop the subject , I sound old and toooooooo mature. Abhor it when people misjudge my age. I am just two papers away from freedom ! Just so you know readers, Prelims is actually my Final year Examinations. And that means, I am all free from major Examinationssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !! Call me fanatic , but heck, I feel soo good when I know I will be enjoyin' my end year without the worries of books. I have already jot down sum plans after prelims. Good one that is. I would have to choooooong all the way, do relax here and there, just that I should not sidetrack like how I did at the beginin' of the year. Ahh, such painful memories bypasses sooooooo quick and fast. Glad that it is all over. I have prayed and prayed hard that my future will be much brighter then it is. Insyah allah, amin.
Ms Sharon Tan is leavin'. She decides that she would do her next major. Hopefully what she wants to do bring the elite outta her. I do not really fancy her though, so yea...
Baybeats is happenin' as ya'll readin' this. Akinso is over there, moshin', screamin' , jumpin' all she likes. Ralvin, Nicki, Zahid and the gang will be there too.
I may be goin' for pool and Nasi lemak over in Boon lay with cousin and in Law. However, by the look of it, Saturday will be in law's besday, and I am not gonna disturb the duo private celebrations. HEHEHHE. Cousin, private indeed.
It has been quite sumtime since I last taste Long John chesse, any followers ? Heh
... aDeQ , I'm here for you bestfren
