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Friday, August 10, 2007

Culutral Expressions was borin' without us dancin' like previous years. However, it turned out not bad due to the fact that Ridzwan did some of his wonderful and cool break dancin' steps. He danced to the beat of Home Remix. I kinda miss the classic Home song though. It really does not sound nice with the remix in. However, the moment my eyes was set on Ridzwan's dancemove, I was high. Akinso was the emcee for that day. And boy, she was not bad doin' a goood job. Ian, Bernice and myself had a wonderful time with the frens today. I, for one, love dancin' the Final. However, it was such a pity that the Final Song was cut. Chet. Both Ikyn and I were hoppin' for it though. Oh well. Heh. After much, I made my way down to meet up with my dear dear patner. It has been quite a while since I last saw her, even though we stay few blocks away from each other.

We headed down to Vivo City to catch our movie. The Simpsons Movie. It was fuuuuuuuun ! Hilarious indeed. Do catch it if you readers have yet to catch it. It is a recommendable movie. Good watch it with your family ! My dear patner, I do hope that you have fun on Wednesday. The cinema laughters, the angmohs, the kiddos in the Mrt, and what's not really made us have fun, don't you think ? We shall meet again okies ? I shall slot you in. I have FUN honey !



Did I tell you , that my patner looked sweet in tudung. And boy, she is not that typical minah tudung okies ? Heh

My National Day was spent together with my blog galfren. Eiya. I have fun ! She really one heck of a frenly and down to earth lady. She was talkin' and laughin' and grinnin' all day long. May be due to the fact that she was frantically excited to catch the fireworks. And boy, her younger brader, Afif, was a cute 12 year old kid. He was CHUBBY for god's sake. Kalau dah kena adik aku, dahh aku ganyah pipi dia. Intially, he was all quiet and shy, however, as the mintues passes by. As both Eiya and I cracked some jokes, he was all laughs and addin' more jokes. See ! Who says age matters ? We were all sweatin' and hot due to the fact that we have the best seats in the house. Directly in front of the bay. All thanks to Eiya's Neighbour who has enough spaces for us. And thanks to 'em, we three have lunch and dinner over at the bay. It was hectic. It really was. Banglas, China workers were all there, squeezin' their asses just to find place. There was a small arguement behind our backs as a result. I was taken aback though. Thank god nothin' happen over to our side, or else... Both Eiya and myself shared couple of stories bout our live. We shared our personal and private talks. We talked almost bout anythang under the sun. She was really a good company. No regrets meetin' you up honey !

As soon as the fireworks over, we headed over to Peninsular. We were all tired and knacker by then. Afif was all quiet. His eyes was red due to the tiredness that control him. Eiya was spendin' couple of time with her frens.

Eiya actually put this picture as her Computer Wallpaper. Awwwww. How sweet. I love you lah babe ! I made my way to meet up with Ian and Tracy. The three of us grabbed supper over in Suntec. And we have some meaningful talk. Again, I lose control the other night. I was flamin' with fire due to some trust matters policies that took control my emotions. Believe it or not, I did not regret sayin' of those thangs. I never did regret told Tracy bout the thoughts that I have. Yea babe, how the hell could I trust people when they lied their lives away under my nose? Man Jing and Akinso thought I am one heck of a stupid lady huh ? They lied right under my nose even without the slightest thought that I already knew bout their games. Man Jing could gossip and bitch anythang bout me in Mandarin and I could still understand word by word. Gossip and bitch all you want honey , I have nothin' to lose. Yea Tracy, after that fight I had with Akinso and with my bestie , Eedah, it was soo much harder for me to believe words that you people spoke. How could I ever believe people again when I myself been true and sincere bout all relationships/frenships and whatever ships that lingers in my life ? Tracy, I do agree that it takes time. But this is far too much babe. True enough, I do not believe you nor Ian. You knew it don't you ? I believe you do. The conversations we went through the other night was really hurtful but heart warmin' at the same time. I guees, I could just trust Jannah. And I do hope that this would be a lesson to learn for all. I need time and break. This year has been a hell to me. I just had .. enough.

Patner: I had fun with you over in Vivo. I really do hope you would wanna meet up with me again. I am just couple of block away honey ! We shall meet up reaaaaaaal soon okies ? Thanks for a great Wednesday !

Eiya honey : Thanks for makin' my NDP a wonder ! You save my day honey ! I really enjoy my time with you. However, I do beg to differ. Bestfren are not bullshits my dear. We just stumble into couple of moronic humans along our life. You will find a good bestie soon enuff ! Thanks for a wonderful Thursday ! Kita jumpa lagi ya !

Tracy and Ian : Thanks for spendin' my wee hours of the night with thoughful words , hugs and kisses. Thanks Ian for been there, really. Thanks a lot pal. I may need time to trust again, but I want you to know, it really a thank you when you were there hearin' my cries and worries over these years. And Tracy dear, I own you an apology. Even if I already said it yesterday night. I wanna say it again. Sorry if I flame up. Sorry if I made your night a bad one. But I wanna you to know, thanks for been there and givin' me words to move on after a mishap. I really thank you both. I really do.

... rasta man chant



My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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