Thursday, July 26, 2007
It really sucks ball I tell you. Last mintue studyin' really killin' the shit outta me lahh. I really abhor it, but nothing' can be done due to the fact that prelims are just couple of days away. I may be seen online or blogg hoppin' or even bloggin', I am actually takin' a quick break from my long long hours of studyin'. I have been skippin' coursework as I need to catch up with my extra classes and private tutorin' with teachers. It is not an alibi for God's sake Mr Ong. The thought of you sayin' in front of the whole 36 of us that the threesome are findin' alibi for not attendin' coursework is and never will be true. We may looked lazy, we may looked tired, but heck, what's the point of us stayin' our asses back over in school for the extra five hours and not doin' anythang.
Okies, may be I am exaggeratin', it is not completely nothin'. Just that, when we threesome needed help, not that we asked of it oftenly, Mansor would shooed us off, and said stuff that really burn down our flames to do our coursework. He would said that N levels kiddos are worth helpin' then skippin' N level kiddos. WHAT THE HELL ? And you expect the threesome to do what ? Sit and rot in the workshop for the solid five hours. Get real. I am not complainin' nor whinin', it is just the damned fact.
Even you said to Mansor, '' Do not pay attention to those three students they are not takin' N level. '' It really smack flat on our face. Our jaw dropped when you mentioned that. You said that the threesome are not puttin' our best and elite effort in makin' the best out of our ability. Get real, seriusly, get REAL pls. Who was the one that achieved A1 for your Folio ? Who's works that you praise so highly in class ? Who was the one that top the whole three classes for your damned subject ? WHO ? Don't you dare said it was the N LEVEL STUDENTS, cause it is NOT 'em. It was the threesome, whom, you said do not pay attention with, whom you said did not give the best of our ability. Like heloooooooooooo ! What's the A1 for ? Damn it. Call me a bitch, call me a proud ass wannabe, but, seriusly, be there and you will know what the hell I mean.
Prelims are just next week, we are hustlin' our asses away and full force till next year. We do not wanna repeat the same year next year. We have to give our best in every subject and believe me when I said, we are tyin' our best to cope with your subject that demand thirty hours of workmanship in the workshop. However, you do not expect us, the thressome to sit our asses out for five hours without a work to do ? Yea, folio. It takes couple of hours to touch it up, I knew that. But what's home for ? Could you just let us go ?
You said, you would drop us if we achieve a F9 for coursework includin' our folio. Oh plssssss. We are jolly like to drop it with your teacher attitude this way. Come on !! We were the excited ones to do the coursework, but with your sayin' to the instrutor, and the instructor's impression on us, really makes us lazy and abhor to even set eyes on the workshop. The thressome tried our best to look at your motive, your reasonin'. We even talked to sum teachers and even 'em was speechless. I do not know why I post this down. It would bore you readers, but heck, I could not bottled it all up, can I ? I would explode of frustration I tell you.
Today was a laughin' day for both Ralvin and I. You see, that pal of mine is my buddy in the class. We looked over each other's shoulder to check out new notes. We asked each other when we are in the deepest doubt. Simply put, we both sit next to each other. Thus, we would do notes that are of the similar words. Couple of incidents happened that would set us laughin'. I even missed important notes lah ! Hahahkz. Ms Sim is uber cute kan Ralvin ? She made our day with her cute and tiny expressions.
Everyday is a long day for me. I would be sleepin' when dad went for work, and I would be sleepin' still when mum came back from work in the evenin'. I would be sleepin' still when my ladies of the house has their dinner, I would be sleepin' still when my angel and mum turn in. It was at eleven in the night that I am wide awake. I would be studyin' my ass out from eleven till three in the mornin', grab two hours of sleep and I am up again for school. I am dead beat by the time school's over. I really am. And when school finishes late, and I would be at home around five or six in the evenin'. I would not sleep but still catch up from where I stop. It was the days that I returned early that I do sleep. It really get to me. I should have not start late. The whole lot of us should have start earlier. Aiyer, I shall not lamenting. I shall make the good use of the times left.
Just so you know, speakeasy is this saturday. I would be meetin' my old buddy primary school mates. And not forgettin' my pretty junior, Farhanah aka Syugah that would be performin' too. I am havin' second doubts if I should head down. However, I have already promised Syugah. Well, I guess, promises must be fulfilled, I do not wanna be label Yahudi ya know.
... the way I are stuck onto me pls
