Sunday, July 15, 2007
It bring the shit outta me. Seriusly. Weekend is comin' to it's end soon. I have not gain the worthy rest. I have not gain the best weekend this week. It suck balls totally. I just abhor the duration I spent on my rest day. Some how or rather, I regret not goin' out yesterday. But oh boy, I shall not lamentin'.I have been gettin' late night sleep and I have woke up pretty early for my clock. 13:00 hours in the afternoon still early for me people. I need a solid 12 hours of sleep. I really do need it. Badly. However, I slept night due to certain phone calls, and I woke up early due to troubles kept on smackin' on my head like there's no tomorrow.
For two nights, I have been on the fone with a fren of mine. It is so irony you know. We did not chat in Msn that often. Till yesterday night when he Msn with me, we exchanged numbers and talked over the phone. Jeez. I just do not know why I agree to it. We did couple of sharin' and story tellin'. He listened to my problems when I told him I was kinda distracted with thangs around me. Great listener I must say. Great advisor too. Well, thanks aye ! Really apperciates it.
It is not that I blamed the phone calls to be up so late, I should be the one blamin' myself. Due to the fact that I been thinkin' about what happened lately. Expect the unexpected. He said, bestfrens are our greatest enemy. I really beg to differ. Eedah has not turned to be an enemy. No, not yet. And I really do hope she will not be one. Cinderella and Apek, I really have no comments on this two fellas. It is only a month that I knew 'em. Frankly speakin', I actually expected all this to happen. But not with Eedah callin' me names out of the blue, and accusin' me bad mouthin' Cinderella. It really get to me you know. What's up with these people ? Can't they just talk and settle OPENLY? Aiyeeerrrrrrr. I did not even spout any vulgarities to both of the babes to begin with! So what's the damned problem people ?
Could not you people just Msn with me, and get all score settles ? Cause I believe, I have problem with Apek in the first place, and not with Cinderella or Eedah intially. I even Msn with Cinderella askin' her if I have ever shown my attitude to her, and she said, NO. SEEEE ! So, what's the commotion about ? The whole world knew every well that I did NEVER bad mouth Cinderella. It is all too complicated and complex now. I believe, the four of us shall let all this commotion to settle down all by itself.
Now, don't you people go around thinkin' I am one heck of a damned coward so as not to Msn you people and settle all damned scores. I am merely just postin' on my humble blog about what I have been thinkin'. Cause I believe, I do not have any damned problem with ya'll to begin with. It is you people who misunderstood, and I believe, if you people have a damned problem with me, ya'll should talk, and not bitchin' behind my damned back. And if I am really is childish, I would be swearin' and cursin' like no body bisness. And if I am really IS childish, I would have felad each and everyone of your blog tag or Msn with vulgarities. That IS how childish one can be. I am been rational here people. I mention names in my blog. Yea, damned hell I did. Why ?
I do not wanna be label, pretentious. I will admit my mistake if I ever did have one. As far as I am damned concerned, I do not have any mistake. Despite of Eedah callin' me bitch or hyprocrite, I did not even texted a vulgar. I will not apporoach any of you unless I have a problem. Kalau tak suka with what I say over here, could just drop by my place/mobile/MSN to talk okies ? Oh yea, what happened to freedom of speech ?
Nak tahu tak , aku pun dah tak kisah lah kan. If you people gonna bitch about me with some other people, just go ahead lah kan. As long as my true frens know where I stand, and as long as my stand is stand corrected.
Oh yea ! TRACY, Tuesday free huh babe ? Come down to Arena and pool for hours shall we ?
A well earned victory don't you think so ? Out of the blue, I turned out not to be bothered with you people so easily. May be I expected this to happen. However, I really am sad to lost a fren out of this. Like Tracy said, shit happens. And like Tracy said, frens come and go, and sum may stay. I really do hope to see who will actually stay with me. Like any general people may say, life got to move on even if I do not want it to. Oh well. I am happy already. I sure am.
... just so you know people, I have learn LOTS of dirty little secrets
