Monday, July 9, 2007
I was practically insane in school. I was practically disturbin' couple of my classmate when they are doin' work. I, for that matter, was too knacker and weary to do any. Due to the fact that I am sufferin' from mentally and physically pain, and the monday blues really attacked me, was totally absurd. The babe is back in school. I miss her ! I really do. I filled her up from what she's lost from both school and outside school. She was pratically lookin' prettier after her labour, and what more could I say ? Muka bertambah berseri ! May be, that's the reason why every women is a beauty herself. She occupied Ikyn and me on how was her labour was, stiches, contractions, and her pushin' her dear girl out into this world. By the time she told us bout how long she slept after that, I was all weak and numb.
Yes honeys of mine. I could never see nor know anythang that got to do with knifes, blood, stiches and what's not. What more, a personal recount about the whole labour thangy. I would go all numb and weak from the hand to the knees. Trust me when I said, I could not even see goat's blood. I still remembered, the time when I was suppose to hold the crowd for Hari Raya Haji , I was all ready and set to meet the costumer and leadin' 'em to witness their goat been slaughtered. However, I would have to hold the door or any of my ladies hand to stable myself. I was goin' sideways mind you ! I suffered a bad headache after much. It was such an eye opener, no doubt about that, however, it was the weakness that I found out failed me. Nevertheless, it was such a whole new experience.
''Babe, you have a great time parentin' the girl with your husband. May you have the best out of all this, and may Allah show your family peace and long lastin' harmony. Shall see your junior sooon!''
Have you ever seen anyone who would go over to any weddin' in Jeans and purple Top? Hell, if you do, that happened to be me. I was dressed up so slacky to some people's weddin'. I was with my Nike Pink bag and my Adidas shoe bag. I could not careless with the stares that I recieved when I step my foot into the weddin' hall. Mum very much wanted me to join her even if she knew I would not dress to any of the weddin' expectations. Both of my Uncle and Aunt and cute cousin was there. They cracked the atmosphere up. I really do appericate 'em drivin' me and mum around. Teeheee.
My uncle was been the funny and candid guy he was, disturbed my Aunt. From the weddin' all the way to the hospital. Mum's aunt was admitted into Changi Hospital due to appedix. Just lookin' at her haplessly on the bed, sore the eye outta me. I really do pity her. She was all soo thin, petite. It really do eat my heart out. Hopefully, she would recover before my uncle gettin' married next two weeks. After which, I rushed my way to trainin'.
After two years of not playin' netball, after two years of not playin' WD. I finally did. Yesterday. It was such a hapless me ! I was pantin' by the second quater of the game. My stamina dropped drastically. I was feelin' all dissappointed and hapless. I really was. I regretted givin' up Netball. I regretted to give up my Top 7 position to some bitch in the school. DAMNED ! I really do miss and regret it a whole lot. I guess, that was the price I had to pay. I have to start all the way from buildin' up my stamina to increase my strength in passin' those ball. It was such a tirin' day.
En route to our late dinner destination, Chombie and akak Dewi and I , talked about the problem that we faced this week. Inclusive, rahsia semua terbongkar. From the good ones, bad ones and the unexpected ones. It really do get my off guard when Chombie told me sumthang bout sumone that toook me sooooooooooooo long to digest the facts in. It was not gossipin' as we all knew the hard cold facts that happened to be layin' down in front of our eyes without us even realisin' it. And Chombie, I thinkkan, I have to reject the offer leh. Tak ke gila aku dibuatnyer kalau number aku kena rollin' pat situ mamat tu. Teeeheeeeeeee. I wanna hear from you soon tau babe, and you will hear any news from me now and then. Pls ehk, ignore that tak virgin guy boleh tak ? Seram yo !
Akak Dewi belanja the girls yesterday. Oh boooooooooy. Thanks ehk akak, tunggu kita dua keje aru dapat balik duit tu. Hiihihhihihihih. There were couple of laugh scents durin' late dinner. Akak dewi almost chocked on her food with Chombie's laughter. Thanks for the talk honeys, and yea, thanks for been there to listen my cries okies Chombie ? Now, I shall return you that flavour. ;)
After so much of talkin' and clarifyin', you finally understand why I wanna take my leave. I guess, this is it then. You have a good time in there, and you jolly well take good care. Arn, we are so gonna miss you.
... it was not worthy after all
