It all changed when it turned out to be that night. Yea, that night when I pushed you away, and askin' you to leave, when I very much want you to stay by my side. Yea, that night, when you realise that I am not worth your attention. Yea, that night, when you decided that it was all wrong, wayyyyyyyyy wrong. Yea, that night, when you want it to end it somehow.

And that is when, you went out with my babes behind my back. I was freakin' jealous. I cried, I hoped that you would know your limits even though we are not officially together. I reread all your msges, and I broke down even more, cause I know, it would end soon.. real soon. I kept on thinkin' and ponderin' bout your doin's with 'em. I skipped my lunch, I skipped my play time with angel, I skipped watchin' my tv, I was like a lady gone wrong. I kept on askin' and questionin' myself, why was I damned jealous when I am a no body to you ? I was weak and knacker that I dressed up slackly to meet up my cousin.

We talked things out, you went mad and frustrated. I just knew it was not you. It was your anger and frustrations that took control. You said your ego is back and it could never go away. I know it was all wrong. You are speakin' with your mind, and not heart. You said the drastic thang ever that I do not wished to say it. I grew panicked and kept on askin' you to mengucap and pray to ALLAH S.w.t. But you never listen.

I very much wanted to step back. You know why. I do not want to be hurt yet again. As much as I like you, as much as we spent those ''quality'' time together, I would rather step back then been hurt all over again. We went beladi fast on this trip. Too fast that both you and I got carried away. You tried to pull away, I tried to slow thangs down. But misunderstandin' took control, and it all comes down to now.

I guess, let time takes it place.

On the other hand, I went out last night. I met up with Ewin, Faizul, Mus, Matapo, and Feer. I had a fun time laughin' and crackin' jokes with 'em. They did went quiet couple of mintues, but one of us would cracked jokes from sumwhere. There are couple of funny incidents that happened. We went to Long John as Faizul and I was hungry. After much, Matapo and Feer came along. We went to Orchard Towns Starbucks and catch up with each other lives and drank couple of coffe.

Starbucks accident:

1) Ewin was stucked in the toilet. HAHHAHAHAHAHZK! Imagine that, she was damned panick and she played with the lock to try and get out. Feer, been the cheecky one, said, lain kali tahu biar dia lock pat dalam, Starbuck pat sini close down on sunday kan ? Biar dia pat dalam sampai Sunday. HAHAHAKZ.

2) This Matapo guy, he does not even know what is Mocha Frap. HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAKZ. Feer told him it is some malay coffee and Faizul said, go and order sum Tea Kosong and Tea Tarik. And Feer said that, go and get Big Gulp and asked 'em to fill the Tea till the top. Hahahahkz. Siak Habis lah budak-budak ni.

3) Kazu, a macho and handsome guy, was scared to be poke by his waist. HAHAHAHHAKZ. He would jumped right up or run feets away from us. It's funny I tell you. Those guys tried to poke him when he was talkin' or walkin' towards the Mrt. Nasib tak melatah kalau tak, mmg dahh jadi mangsa kita.

4) WAIT ! Who said he did not melatah ? Heh. * Sorry Kazu, you been my bahan for this post.* When he wanted to put down Ewin's Camera, he accidentally placed it hard, and he said, '' OH pocot cot'' HAHAHHAHHAKZ. I was laughin' my ass out.

5) And this Matapo guy, he was not talktive like all of us was, Ewin asked him why was he so damned quiet, he said, '' Tengok Domain ah.'' HAHAHKz. Siak betul lah, tak padan pendiam leh. Domain is where all chatters chat together as one big bunch. HAHAKZ.

Kelakar lah, I had a night okies. I love yesterday night. I lovelovelove laughin'. Jeez.

PICTURES TIME! =DD

Mak Andam aka My pretty Ewin. =))

Weeeeeeeeeee. Happy to meet up with my frens.

Like Oh my God. Finally got a picture taken with my Long lost Braadeer ! This guy here, he have been with me throught my six months of breakin' up, and cryin' moments, and fun times, and the kecohness time. He came for my birthday pit , eventhough he was kinda busy. Heh. Thanks braaaaaaaaaaaaaaadeer! You are really a true found fren. =)) 6 months of frenship and still countin' aye?

Me and my pretty fren. She has always been there when I was at the edge of givin' up orgainzin' big big events. Ahhhhhhhh, memories.

Kazu aka Mus, The Afraid of Poke guy. Oh boy, even if he is a newbie, mind you, he can make you laugh. Escape bila wey ?

Tis is like soo candid. Feer was damned blur cause his rokok box was been pulled away, and I was laughin' when I saw Ewin and Faizul laughed while takin' this pic.

Matapo, this is how he looks at the Domain. HAHAHAHHAKZ.

My night was a blast. Thanks for makin' the night awesome people. Let's meet up again shall we?

... pain oh pain