Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Finally, I met up my bestie aka aDeQ and her love. It has been quite awhile since I last met her up, especially her love, whom had faced an accident a month back. I made my way to CauseWay Point with a heart filled with excitement and smiles. Yea, that is how I am when I wanna meet up with my dearest bestie, or anyone closer to my heart for that matter. It is nice been around the lovebirds. They would joke around and talk bout almost everythang under the sun. We would talked over coffee, or may be over bowlin'. It was such a time today, eventhough bestie was kinda sleepy.
We headed to Cavana for sum worth it coffee and chit chat session. We spent the whole two hours chattin' anythang and everythang under the sun. I talked bout thangs that have been botherin' me, schools, plans for the future, gatherin's, families, frens, chat mates, anythang. That is what I love so much bout 'em. Been couple of years older then I am, I could adjust to their talks and I been couples of years younger could adjust myself to their needs. It was all bout understandin' that rises between us. And I love it.
aDeQ passed me the gifts that she bought over in Tioman. Thanks a lot babe. You have never failed to buy any gooddies whenever you are away. Like seriusly, thanks. And I too, will not forget you in any of my trips. I promise. =))
The day was spent short, as aDeQ and love got to head down to Bedok for aDeQ's dance pratice. Awwwwwww, as much as I wanna be there watchin' you dance on Saturday, I truely am sorry that I could not make it. Darul Ma'wa need me for their big day, and I could not dissappoint 'em, shall make it up to you real soon. Sayang kamu tau !
Thank people, thanks for the care and concern, really. I do not expect such care from ya'll. Thanks for takin' the time to read and pass certain words of encourgament, be it on my tag board or Msn. Like seriusly, thanks. I cried when I saw my tagboard. As much as those innocent and kind soul wanna move on, I need time. Really, I really really need it. I am soo used to meet him almost every other day, that I suddenly felt lost. But rest assured, I shall recover soon enough.
And I am fine people. Really, I am. It is not his fault, nor mine. It is OUR fault. We both made mistake, and we both knew it. I do not wanna blame him nor her. We all know where we stand, and that matters. I could not go around pin pointin' to him or her; for any matter, as I believe, I am still the weaklink. I am not near to a perfect fren nor gal. Therefore, I believe, it is Allah's doin' and I accept it whole heartedly. Whatever happen will always have a reason behind it.
I speak with sincere heart and mind, believe it or not, it is truely your own.
... 07/07/07 will be our date people, I will update more
