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Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Oral went pretty well. I finished off kinda fast thOugh. Thus, off I went to Jp without my kakis. I just could not find them around the big schoooooooooool. May be they have taken off. And oh oh, I left Ian behind. Heh. Oh well, mum's stuffs comes first. =xx

Grabbed sum cheeseee and Ritz sandwhich cheesee and off I went to Kiddy place, apparently, it still closed. I was wonderin' why on earth does Jp look soo sooo.. empty ? When it usually filled with humans being. I turned to look at my Nike watch, apparently, it's only 0930 hours. Heck. Such wonder. To think that I can still wonder why. Tsk. It seems that I have to go Jp pretty much later. Heck. I hate Jp can ? =xx

Tml is my last last last last last and final paper. THANK GOD ! * Allah in particular * Finally. I can actually enjoy without the thought of studyin' slip into my head. And that means, off to my lala land ! MUHAHAHAH. That would be, sleep, out, sleep, out, again and again. Muhahaha. Did I mention that I deadly dearly sincerely miss the night life ? I miss hangin' my ass around Clake Quay. I miss the night when I stayed till the wee hours of the night with Akinso, J.L , Man jing and Stanley over at Macdonalds. I miss the time when I bowled till late at night over at Arena. I miss the night screamin' my heads off in the middle of the Arena road with Ralvin, Akinso and Xiao Ting. I miss the night when I spent with aDeQ and all. I dearly miss it. Pls people, date me soooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. OH ! Wait, I should date people out. Hmmm. May be I should. Muheheh.

Apparently, I could not go out today. Damnation. That means, I got to cancel my first hand date with aDeQ today. Awwww. Sorry babe. I make it up on Friday okies ? Still have yet to recieve call from that fren of mine. Tsk. But don worry aDeQ, I will not come. Heh. Alalala.

My body is givin' away soo early in the night. I was over on my bed around 22:30 hours. That result in me sendin' a half-hearted msg to SisJulie and aDeQ. I am gettin' pretty restless. My body is on the bed around 22:30, I have to forced myself to sleep. I am tired, yet my mind is still wonderin' bout stuffs that should be outta my head. I am extreamly knacker, yet I could not doze off into a deep sleep. I toss and turn despite of my body been soo weak and restless. When I finally manage to sleep, I would find myself wakin' up in the middle of the night. It have been goin' on ever since I started to get sick. And it has been goin' on and on and on. And when I woke up in the morning, I felt soo and too restless to get up. I felt like sleepin' till the afternoons slips in. I just wanna continue sleepin', cause that's when I really feel asleep. Whenever my mobile plays ' Call me when ye sober ', I felt like just buried my head in the pillows and ignored the morning that comes. However, I dragged my ass off to school, to face the exam with a tired mind, but thank god, I manage to think on my foot. But as soon as my paper finished and off I went home, I kept on yawnin' when I saw my bed. I have yet to tell mum all bout it. May be I am just too worried bout my exams and that cause me not to have a good sleep. May be. May be I would tell mum bout it tonight. Cause if this goes on, I doubt I can survive the next day.

As I am typin' this, I kept on yawin'. And I have to turn down Ian's offer to go over to the library and study for tmL's paper. Sorry mate, next time ya ?

... I wanna have a fairytale endin' , pls


My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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