Sunday, April 22, 2007
I was watchin' Cinta Kilas on Tv3. It was such a surreal and moral story. It was all about this one successful and career minded woman, who actually believe that she will not get married not to mention, fall in love. However, Everything changes when her younger and only sister wants to get married to the love of her life. Balqis was her younger sister, Katrina was her. Balqis could not get married unless her sister tied the knot first, as that was their mother's last wish before she rest in peace. Balqis was totally downhearted as she knew her cold blooded sister would not get married. Even to the multi billion successful dudes.Thus, Balqis and her husband-to-be, came out with the plans whereby they would make a contract to let her sister get married with the guys that would agree to marry Katrina for AWHILE.
Finally, a guy by the name of Borhan, agreed to marry Katrina but with one condition. Katrina will have to stay over in his house for forty days. Reason being, Katrina was rude to Borhan's mum and due to her ill manners, it causes Borhan's mum not to step out of the house, nor meet any of their relatives. Thus, the only way to cure his mum was just to bring the source of her phobia, and she would recover slowly. And the source is no other then, Katrina herself.
Katrina shows thurder and lightin' over at her husband's. She would try to escape and she would scream and throw pillows all over the house. She was basically, a hell of a mad woman. She would scream hysterically, and she would shake her head till her hair was outta place.She would consistenly beat her husband's chest demanding to let go from his firm grip. However, everything started to change when Borhan treated to bring down her ego. Borhan tried to break the wall of high status, and Borhan tried his best to change Katrina's attitude which is absoultely rotten. Katrina would always be found boastin' bout her status of the Senior patner in on of the 4 largest and successful companies in Malaysia. She would despised the villagers house, the villagers way of life. She look down them on all nature. She live life in the city, where metropolitan is involve, where money concerns, and where status are pretty much important. Borhan tried to change that. Borhan wants Katrina to be down to earth lady, who would love life without high status, without the need to boast about her position in the company, without the thousands of money she earned every month. And most importantly, Borhan wants Katrina to enjoy her life with love. Love from her family, Love from God, and Love from her husband that in silent have fallen head over heels over her. Borhan who intially did not love her, finally found that she's the one for him. She's the one who shows him despite with the rotten attitude it could really make him love her. He finally learned that how tough a lady could be, how boastful she could be, how proud she put herself, how loud she can be, deep within, she is still a soft lady that earn love all her life.
When Borhan was shot due to the work from the drug addicts, Katrina found herself in a worse and worryin' state. She held tightly to Borhan's hand, she hugged Borhan close to her chest, hoppin' that Borhan would be alive again. She cried endlessly. Finally, she swears upon herself, she would change herself, she would learn to love again. She would throw away her rotten attitude for the love that is goin' to grow. She cried. Cried a worthful cried. Borhan open his eyes, and look up. It was his love that he saw. It was the lady that haunt his dream every night. It was Katrina. And he promised her his life. He promised her forever. He promised her bittersweet love. And like fairy tale story, they live happily together. Awwwwwwww
I found out that yes, no matter how tough, how stubborn, how egositc that person could be, he could fall deeply in love with their patners. They could be much love. Love changes everyone life, like it have already changed mine. I believe my faithful and humble reader have learnt bout my love and private stories. The one that I longed for was and already is far from my sight now. Both of us, have walked our own path in silence. He typed those wonderful words that night, and those words mean nothing to me now. It changed me alot. It teaches me to be careful now. It teaches me who to believe, and who to let go. He have live his life the way he want it to be. And so do I. I shall say it now, I shall commences it now. I have move on. Seriously. I have delete him from my mind. However, memories would be memories. Now, I am willing to live life as though it is a brand new day. Those cryin' nights, those tears, those pain heart ache, have gone. Yes, gone, away from my life.Far far away. I am happy the way I am now. I am not going to be the ego Najihah any more. I want to be the new one. The new one who is not ego, the one who never take love and care for granted. And I would await for the moment when the new me would be tested.
.. I would wait for the sweet journey commences itself once again. It may take years, and I'm willing to wait. Cause Love is everyone closure
Allah memberi kita sepasang tangan,
sepasang kaki,
sepasang mata,
sepasang telinga,
Tetapi kenapa Allah tidak memberi kita sepasang hati ?
Sebabnya, satu keping hati disimpan oleh kita,
dan yang lagi satu, di simpan oleh pasangan hidup kita.
Justeru, cari lah pasangan hidup kita agar kita akan hidup bahagia buat selama-lamanya.
