Thanks FB for listening to me. Thanks for being there for me. Sayang kau

Heck. I don't really care if you are reading this D. I really don't. Cause I want ye to read it. I want ye to know how I feel, actually. I simply can't go to sleep everyday and pretend that I don't want ye back in my life, and I definetly can't go back to sleep and be happy and pretend that I don't love ye. I can't go on tellin' and makin' ye think that I love ang moh(s) only. I can't D. I simply can't.

Flirtin' with ang moh(s) or eye washin' ard orchard are only my desires. Been with ye, talk to ye, laugh with ye are my needs. Can ye actually see that ? I don't know how long can this carry on.I don't know when I can finally move on.

I lied. I lied a white lied baby. I told aDeQ that I could actually meet ye. I am ready to meet ye. But I am not. NO. I created a sin; again. Chattin' with ye brings back the old time. I can't stop hopin' that ye would actually ask me out.

I know I am too indulge with all this. How could I move on ? I thought I have moved on. I seriusly thought I have.And I have seriusly thought that we could be frens. But no. Why, oh why ? What do you have that make me so intact with ye ? If only I am just like a computer that could just delete the unwanted memories. If only....

I desperately need help in this. Thanks FB, thanks kat. Ye two have been great help. Not forgettin' Degil. Thank ye.

How could I still have ye in my mind when ye throw me away ?

Why am i feelin' this way when ye dumped me on my besdae ?

What am i suppose to do ?

Help pls.. seriusli .. ii need ........... help