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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Finally, daddy voiced out that we should go shoppin' together. Heh. Thanks daddy, ye saved my brain. Hohoho.

It has been quite a while since we shopped together, and since daddy is not werkin' tonite, everything is settled. =))

Well, Daddy would not be home till 4 =xx. Therefore, I have to crack my brain as to think what should I do within the hours that are comin'. Jeez. I am oh so ~~fresh~~ TIRED. Beladi tired.

Sch was not gettin' betta. It is gettin' IN OUTTA hand. Sigh. With the half-hearted werk that I gave to the sirs and mams, I received a half-hearted marks. Yes, I pass everything, excpet for Maths. And Yes, it happen to be mine ~~WORSE~~ BEST subject. Sigh. What am i suppose to do ? Sobsob

SURPRISINGLY, i passed my combine sci. BELIEVE THAT. I ~~fuckingly~~ pass my ~~BEST~~ WORSE subject. GOSH. I am one strange laydee indeed. Heh. I got to stay that way for sci, as for the rest of the subject, I HAVE to give all my best. Or else..

I got a ONE for my design. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT ? The short hours of not sleeping sure do pay off. =xx Heh. Thanks Sir. =DD

My larlin passed everything, FB,flunk two subjects, Ralvin flunk Malay, * YA, the mixed belad guy take Malay * As for me, Ian and Akinso, well, we all flunk math ONLY. Heh

Shall werk hard, and prove to the werld that WE can make it =DD.

My aunt, Mamaya as we all called her, is now offically left with one leg. Like seriusli. Sigh. We never thought that her sugar intake will betry her and stop givin' her any more problems after she been left with 2 toes on her right leg. However, the sugar intake tends to betry and destroy her further. All of us was downhearted and relactant about the operation. I swear I could have cried when I met her after her surgery. But, I know, She got to be a strong person and face the reality, be it bitter or swit. She have to, She must to, She got to. As a niece that is obviously close to her, I got to give her the encouragment and strength to move on. I must not, should not, could not, CRY. No, I shall not do that crowdly act. I have to be the pillar for her.

As I kissed her cheeks and forehead, I swear she called me sayang, I swear she cried. If only I could hug her, if only, I know how to speak up in those times like that. If only...
My mum cried. So did akak nurul. Even though she do not show it, her eyes were all swollen. She have been there, day and night for her mum. She never fails to come to the hospital rain or shine. No, she have not given up hope nor did she ever complain. No. Never. She was highli worried bout her mum's condition. Who doesn't ?

Ami is always the cool guy. The cool down kinda cousin. I noe he is overli upset beyond words, that he could not even talk. He did talk, talk the neccessity only. I'm feelin' ye cousin. He is now facin' the major exams that would put his future on a jepordary. He is a acdemically intelligent. He have been gettin' ONE thruout his exams. Now, he have to maintain that state to ensure he could be the one who build air planes =)).

Now, all of us must give her support, must give her the strength and determination that she obviously need.And that is what we are willing to give her, day or night, rain or shine.