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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Wooooo ! How' emotional one can be ehk ? Hmmmmmmm. I break down again that night. Again. I slept with tears.Again. I was hurt. Again. And yet ... Again.

Stop it. I got to stop it for my own good. And for his own good. So that he will not be bombarded with my never ending questions. I just hate going on like this. Who doesn't? How I wish things could be different. How I wish I could just delete him off. I was disturbed again. Non-stop hits.

Well, life got to move on. And it's bout time that I move on, it may hurt like hell, but you will never know.

Lighter stuffs,pls.

Talk to degil tis morning. Like really. 1-2 in the am. Heh. Talk about what happen btw me and my x, talk bout him and his x, basically, exchanging life stories. Kinda refreshing to talk with sumone who is, well, in the same boat. =)). Thanks for been there for me when I needed somone degil. And he told me sumting that made me, well, kinda mad yet silly. Heh.

Rmb when I blogged that I have to do for him, his blog, saying that he didn't khow how to do it. Well, he KNOWS okies. HE FREAKLY KNOW HOW TO DO IT LAH.Dia sengaja nak kasii aku keje lah ni kan, bab masa tu aku tengah mendak. JEEZ. He burn my night lah. LITERALLY lah okies. JEEZ! He was laughing his ass off lah. I was so silly. BELADI SILLY.

HMPH!

Then, Valentine Day, did not celebrate. Haram youu. =)). Couple of my frens give me chocolate. Thanks honeyss. Sch was okies lah. Jokes everywhere. And Ralvin and I suffered a HUGH stomachache lah okies. Beladi hell indeed. Ralvin was rushing home so that can make the biggest surprise EVER.Heh. Good luck mate. =DD.

Was suppose to go swimming with angel and mummy. But tak jadi. Heh. So, kinda stick at home, slept for couple of hours, and here I am.

FB is venting her anger on me. Jeez. Kinda pissed with her. Really pissed.Jeez. Now, I'm suffering from a bad, bad tummy ache. Beladi stubborn. Do not wanna go away. Damnnn the pain. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh.Shall ask mummy to put sum oil. Arghhhhhh. Hopefully it will be better by tml. Jeez.

Ms Tay was beladi overly hugely watever-LY sarcastic today. Hate her lah. Aiyo, we are not that stupid so as not to CATCH watever you say. We don wan to respone to your question as they are lamely unresonable and sarcastic. Hmph! She is beladi bias. I tot it was just me who notice it, couple of students notice it too. Just don teach my band from next week onwards ya.

LATER.the need to breathe. it's bout time.


My life,
rants,
stories,
prerogatives, are mine and mine alone.
8teen goin' on 9teen. And one hell of a girl.
Finally she learns what to really ignore and what to really ponder and hold on tight for the lifetime.

She loves Familia. GFLszx. And Love.


Nur A'in Abd. Razak

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