Tuesday, February 6, 2007
I don't know what to blog bout, but i feel like blogging. Hmmm. Very complicated me. Heh. Im bored. Do Entertain me ppl. Heh.Oh! akinso , ralvin , risz and ikyn planned to go for the fall out boys concert. Risz asked me along , but due to the decline in intrest and the highly expensive tix , NO is from me. Heh.
What i planned for this year is to go for Ska and Reggea concert. Yay! Can't hardly wait for the future. Heh.
aDeQ is overly excited when i told her i already have my comp. Heh. Naj yang dapat , aDeQ yang excited. Jeez. Heh.
Now is oh-so dry with songs. I need songs people. Heh.
Let's see, I'm feeling much empty. Much , much empty. Really. It was so hard when you didnt call me B. It was so hurtful when you utter those words. Haix. 5 months went down the fucking drain. I tried and wanted to stay long with him. Tapi, apa leh buat, dahh tarak jodoh. His reason i refused to mention, i believe it was much more then that. I may be smiling and laughing. But I am not inside. I felt downhearted. It was him that kept the fire burning. I miss him oh-so-much.
I choose not to dwell on it, but whenever I'm free, it was him that swinging in my mind. Haix. It's been weeks now. Yet.Yet.Haix.
What am i suppose to do ? I want to forget and just pretend that nothing happen. But it's oh-so difficult. I shall try my best. Pray for me people. =)).
LATER. the need to breathe
